*nervous Laughter*

*nervous laughter*

it’s actually kind of therapeutic to sort through though ngl

would you take a look at that! the product of my own poor choices has landed me with an ideal organisation task that doubles as procrastination. heck yeah.

most recent context: i’m vibing to some of my old music but my brain goes ‘haha this song totally suits john after the reichenbach fall’ and all of sudden the weight of grief is cracking my ribs and suffocating me

i love that i can like feel things deeply, but god i wish i could just, turn it off sometimes.

I fell in love with hope is holding my heart so gently while i break down in sobs. like it’s going “it’s okay, i know your heart is shattered. but broken things are okay. regardless if things are okay or not, you will be okay.”

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one thing about me. i will nap. always anytime anyway, i will nap. it’s like 6.30am im wide awake and have already had half a coffee and food. but bet my ass i’m going to nap and set my alarm 5min before class starts. good evening and good night *dramatic bow and exit stage*

2023.09.25 | Monday (and tuesday)

guess who got an early offer into their dream degree :> ahhh skjdnjsnfiuej so happy!! // finally started to sort through some of these godforsaken drafts on breaks too // I took tuesday off; i was so tired, i slept the whole morning away. <3 // its nice knowing i've got that offer sitting there, idk. makes all this seem a lot more purposeful in the most not depressing way yk