How Do You Make Them Feel?

💗 how do you make them feel? 💗

• pile 1 • 🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁

your person feels conflicted. they feel as though they need to be in control of themselves and what they allow themselves to think about because if they leave their mind to it’s own rulership, fears and anxieties will set in. they release these anxieties by allowing their ego to control them instead.

this person feels like they’re not good enough. like they’re not even one of your options anyway. this person could think that you’re not even attracted to their gender, so they either think that you’re gay when you’re actually bi, pan, etc. or they think that you’re straight when you’re actually not.

you guys could also be a different race or from a different culture than this person, and i feel like they’re the type of person who has either been conditioned to only seek partners within their own race/culture or that was always just an expectation of them that they were happy to fulfil.

this person could even be in a relationship of some sort, already. or in an arranged situation if they’re from a culture that participates in that (i feel like that’s for someone specific). they could even have a child already. if not then i feel like i’m picking up on the type of future that they dream of, regarding having a family. you don’t fit into that image for them though. and it’s not because they don’t want you to, it’s because of some sort of differences between you two. physically. identity wise. something about this person feeling like there’s no way that you two could make a relationship of any sort work, due to the criticism and judgement that would come from others around them about you and your differences.

i’m also seeing that they may feel as though you’re not even interested in a person like them. they feel like you’ve completely released them for some reason. like they were never that important to you. i feel like you guys didn’t even get to know each other that well, because i’m picking up on a separation. a disconnect.

this person still thinks about you, but it feels like they don’t want to. it makes them uncomfortable because the feelings that they had towards you before are still there. when they think of you, they still feel the way that they did when they could actually see you and be around you. i don’t think that this person is used to not being able to control their feelings for people. they seem very in control of themselves and a very typical, emotionally cold and distant masculine.

they haven’t been able to be their usual selves when it comes to you though. they can’t just tell themselves that you were just another person that they met because the connection that you both had was very apparent. very different for this person. if you guys are opposite genders, this person doesn’t usually connect to your gender group for anything other than superficial reasons (could be sex, money, power and influence. anything.) but with you, they felt like you guys were just naturally on the same wavelength. like you saw each other clearly and just understood each other. they don’t find that often in people who they have feelings for (surface level feelings at least). i feel like they genuinely feel like you’re a soulmate basically. i don’t think this person speaks in “soulmate” terms though, so they can’t even put it into words.

i just heard “she’s different”. switch the pronoun if you need to, but that’s what this person would say to describe what they think of you and why they feel this way. because you’re different. in a great way. i’m feeling like you were a shock to their system. are y’all aquarius/uranus/11th house dominant? 👀🤔

they’re still keeping hope alive that you’ll meet each other again. but that triggers their fear of disappointment. they might even feel goofy af for staying stuck on you for so long, but they don’t want to release the idea that meeting you again is a possibility. because that’s what they’re hoping for. at the same time though, they don’t want this to happen because what could they do if they’re so worried about the opinions of other people? they feel as though being able to see you again would be futile because they feel like they wouldn’t be able to get the outcome that they want with you anyway. the feelings for you are persistent within this person because they feel like you’re someone significant and special in their life (even if you only knew each other for a short while), but ego-wise, they’re ignoring them. this person is so conflicted. their mind without the distractions is a mess.

• pile 2 • 🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼

ngl, you guys trigger this person. but not purposefully. this person knows that the abundance and wealth that they have in the materialistic or physical sense isn’t good enough for you. i feel like this person could be a part of hustle culture, or they’re just extremely hard workers. workaholics even. they might think that physical appearance, money, and materialism were all that they needed to be wanted by anyone that they wanted, but it’s not the same with you.

i’m also seeing that this person feels ridiculed by you? again, i don’t think you’re actually doing this, but they feel as though they’re under criticism or scrutiny. you could’ve put this person in check? 👀

actually, they could be projecting right now. i feel like they could be a very insecure person, but they secure their persona and physical appearance to make themselves seem confident. you don’t give af about any of that though, so you see right through it, triggering tf out of them. you’re seeing the most vulnerable sides of them without them even lowering their guards. this person knows that you’re intuitive af. i don’t think they’d use that word, but they know that you just know shit about people 😂

you make them feel as though there’s value in them. damn. i felt a pang in my stomach as i typed that. you might’ve been able to tell that this person was seeking your attention in small ways but talked yourself out of believing it. they were. you validate them. your attention and their interactions with you both validate but scare them.

this is someone who wants to portray themselves as a big, strong, powerful, emperor type of person, but they feel the complete opposite around you. they feel powerless around you. this person might clearly be scorpionic, plutonian, or an 8th house person in nature. they could have a very intense, fixed, heavy, stable, but maybe unnerving energy to them. very intoxicating in a way? there’s something about them that just seems dark. but intriguing. yeah, they’re probably scorpionic/plutonic af. but you see through the outer shell that they navigate this world in. they have no idea how you do it, but they like it although they’re not used to it.

you also make them feel nervous when speaking. this person might feel like they don’t communicate “properly” or sound intelligent enough in general day to day conversation. they don’t usually care though (it seems on the surface anyway. this is actually quite a deep insecurity of theirs too) and it gives them a bit of anxiety when wanting to speak to you. it’s like they clam up or shut down. they might even ruminate about all of the conversations you guys have had, knit picking at everything that they think made them sound “stupid”, or at their tone of voice, etc.

i think you guys actually planted the seed of introspection into this person. they’re not often in situations where they feel “below” someone else in some way, so feeling like that around you was uncomfortable but also rewarding for them. i feel like this person is either stoic af or egotistical af but in a quiet way. the type of person to “humble brag” 😂. i really believe that you kickstarted this person’s soul searching journey by exposing a bunch of insecurities to them that they themselves never really paid attention to.

you make them want to improve and be a better person. thoroughly from the inside out. not the outside in.

you know what i’m seeing rn that sums up this person’s feelings perfectly? i’m seeing a king who gives orders and controls everything - all day, everyday. nobody can get him to do something that he doesn’t want to do, or to feel any other way about himself other than prideful.

his queen though? she keeps him in check. without even having to say anything. her presence alone makes him want to act right, but the pressure that he feels to be better in her presence also causes him to start searching for anything and everything that he needs to improve. and when he receives confirmation that he has made his queen happy/proud (she compliments him, laughs at his weak ass joke, gives him words of encouragement), he becomes happier. he feels as though his queen’s happiness is his reward for his improvement. but he still suffers from major anxiety about “failing”. so much to the point where sometimes, he has to take space away from her because he’s dug himself into a hole full of self deprecation and self criticism. some of you guys might notice that this person is hot and then cold with communication. or that they hesitate around you. aw, bless 🥺

this is so fucking cute, pile 2. your person is a secret simp for you lmaooo.

• pile 3 • 🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀

the first thing that i’m hearing is “proud”. you make them feel so proud of themselves. you’ve taught them how to be self sufficient in some way and only rely on themselves for something. i feel like this has something to do with being stable within themselves enough to give up caring about other people’s judgements. you could have this type of energy. very much a mix of aquarian and piscean energy. the type of person who doesn’t care enough to try to fit in with people unless you want to, and because of that you fit in with everyone. you’re multifaceted, and this person may have felt the need to be one type of way when around others. until they met you. then you cracked their stoic, emperor-like demeanour and you influenced them to just let go of control over their self image for a few moments.

damn. i just heard that they feel like no other woman compares to you. deadass. the image on this card is a woman on her knees, crying, but being ignored by the person next to her due to them looking elsewhere. this woman feels ignored in this card. they don’t care about any other person as much as they cared about you. you’re the full package for them. specific for some of you guys: you could be black women and have short afro hair. this person thinks that you embody both masculine and feminine energy in the most divine way in your physical appearance. they also love the fact that your hair is natural and short. they like the fact that you can pull off a “masculine” hairstyle and still look divinely feminine and adorable. i just heard “infatuated”.

i feel like there may be a disconnect between you two. distance? and/or a change between them and their viewpoint on what they find attractive thanks to you. you’re the biggest “temptation” that they’ve ever met, but you’re not someone who they would’ve ever thought that they’d be this attracted to physically. but you are. you’re not their usual type. they may have thought before that they could never find someone who isn’t typically masculine or typically feminine attractive. you guys are this person’s idea of what a perfect mix between masculinity and femininity looks like and feels like. because this is even expressed through your personality.

but, back to the type. they don’t know wtf their type is anymore. not really. you have a very unique beauty. again, aquarius and neptune energy heavyyyy. i heard “fuck the type” lmaoooo. you destroyed this person’s idea of a type. damn, pile 3. you are a bad bitch. don’t fucking second guess that shit ever again in your LIFE. i don’t usually interpret readings that are centred around someone’s looks but your looks are emphasised here. you are a damn temptation to them. i’m seeing that this may be because you look like the type of person who they’d assume would be scared of them but you’re not. if anything, you’re bold af towards them at times. lightly roasting them, calling them out for something, or putting them in their place when they crossed a line switched something in their head about you. that doesn’t have to resonate but they find your attitude paired with your physical appearance intoxicating af. gworl 👀

if you’re a woman, they can tell that you’re for women. they may have seen you defend a woman on her behalf. you may have stepped into your lilith energy. but at the same time, you’re like “one of the boys” without being a pick me bitch and feeding into things that you’re not okay with. you will call men out, but again, you’re like “one of the boys”. they didn’t think that a woman could hold men accountable while not hating them at the same time 😭 your person may be quite close minded. i feel like that’s why i’m picking up on that you could’ve called them out for something. you’ve expanded their mind a lil though.

you make them feel as though they’re attracting good luck and abundance to themselves because of you. i’m literally seeing that they see you as a good luck charm. they may have realised that their life started to become way better after meeting you.

they’re very protective over you because they see you as a rare type of person. they could be quite “possessive?” naturally but they’re not the type to control you. they have a very stable self esteem around you it seems. although they do shy away or become bashful when you know the right thing to say.

they want to share their abundance with you. you’re the type of person that they literally want to spoil. you guys could have lilith in 2nd house/taurus and this person could have scorpio/8th house placements. i’m picking up on placements and synastry that indicates that they just want to give and give gifts and materialism to you. maybe this is their love language. i feel like they’re very much a materialistic person so it makes sense 😂 they really like how natural you are though. i feel like that’s the difference between you and the people that they usually go for. and your naturalism doesn’t just apply to your physical appearance. it also applies to your behaviour and attitude. you don’t force anything. you don’t try to change yourself for anyone.

there’s a longing energy that i pick up from them. again, you guys could have distance between you and you’re in separation. but this person daydreams about you a lot. they’re not anxious during this separation though because they’re convinced that they’ll meet you again. i’m hearing that they’re daydreaming of things that they (hope) they’ll say the next time they see you. they’re not stressing about this distance at all. i heard “i’ve got you already”. 👀👀👀👀 this person’s self assurance is definitely in abundance right now 😭 they’re convinced of this.

The Day I Picked Up Dazai - Side A (1)

Links to Parts: Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Final

I translated the first few pages of the new Dazai novel, which was given out as free bonus for those who come to the cinema to watch the BEAST live action movie in Japan.

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A bloody corpse of a young man is lying on my front porch.

I look down at the corpse, then at the front of the house. It is a quiet morning. The apartment across the street is casting a long black shadow on the pavement in front of me. The trumpet vines planted in the hedge are rustling in the breeze, and whispering to each other in a way that human cannot decipher. Somewhere in the distance, I can hear the sound of the long-distance trucks scraping against the road surface. And there is a corpse in the middle of the stairs in front of me.

In any case, to our eyes, a corpse is always a strangely exaggerated presence. But this time it is different. This corpse blends in with the landscape, becoming one with the everyday peaceful morning scenery. After a while, I realize the reason. The corpse’s chest is moving up and down faintly. It is not a corpse, it is alive.

I look at the young man. He is all black. A high-collar black cloak, a three-piece suit, a black tie. The things that are not black are his button-down shirt, and the bandages around his head. This one is a mottled color of white and red. This color pattern reminds me of some ominous Chinese prophetic characters. The place he is lying, is the middle of the stairs that leads to the front porch. The blood stains continuing down the cracked concrete stairs looks like he has been crawling.

Question. What should I do with this nearly-corpse in front of my eyes?

The answer is simple. If I touch him with the tip of my toes and put some weight on him, he will just roll down to the ground below. If I do so, then he will not be on my premise anymore. He will be on a public road. The country’s territory. All those who are in trouble within the territory of the country should be saved by the mercy of the country. An ordinary postman like me should go home and have breakfast.

I am not doing that because I am a cold and heartless person. I am doing that because it is a survival necessity. The young man’s wounds are clearly from gunshots. He has been shot multiple times. There are probably more holes in his body than I can see from here. And to top it all off, he is holding a bunch of new notes in his left hand.

What can this mean? Nothing. It means nothing, except that his existence is a huge trouble, and that nothing good will come out of getting involved with him. In other words, he is clearly not someone that an average citizen should get involved with. A normal person in his right mind should have fled to the next city at the sight of him. Just like Jonah in the Bible would do the second time he runs into a giant fish in a stormy sea.

I look at the young man, at the road, and the sky, and at him again.

And then I start to act. First, I approach the guy and lift him up by his sides. Then I drag him by his heels into the house and lay him down on the wall-mounted bed. He is much lighter than he looks. Carrying him alone is not that much of a trouble. I check his wounds. There are many deep wounds, and the bleeding is not usual, but if he receives immediate proper treatment, it is not like he will die.

I take out my medical kit box from the back of the closet, and give him some simple first aid treatments. I put a towel under his upper body, cut his clothes with a pair of scissors to expose the wounds, and check if there is any bullet left inside. In order to stop the blood flow, I apply pressure on the pressure points: below the armpits, inner elbows, ankles, backs of knees, and tie them tightly with a clean cloth. Then I put disinfected tourniquets to the wounds to stop the bleeding. Fortunately for him, I can do this kind of first aid even with my eyes closed.

After I am done with the treatments, I look down at the young man and cross my arms. His breathing has stabilized. His respiratory system and bones seem to be intact. But he does not seem to be waking up. “It’s fine already, just kick him out.” I can hear the voice in my head. There is nothing more stupid than treating a suspicious guy like this. I guess I should listen to that voice. That is what a wise man would do.

Before following the angel’s advice, I take another look at the young man. I don’t recognize his face. Probably not someone I know. I say probably, because the bandages covering half of his face makes it almost impossible to make out his features. But he is much younger than what I first thought. He is probably young enough to pass as a “boy”.

Then I remember the wad of cash he was holding. He is still holding them. If it is actually as much as it looks, it must be a fortune for someone with a miserably cheap wage like me. In this situation, it should be okay to have some of them gently transferred to my pocket as a thank for saving his life, right? Thinking so, I pick up the wad of notes. And now I finally realize that I am the biggest idiot in this town.

I feel a bitter taste spreading inside my mouth.

That is an unused bundle of notes. There is some blood on them, but the paper strap, the proof that they are new, is there. There is no bank’s name printed on the strap. There is no printing of any kind. And the notes are neatly lined up by serial numbers in ascending order.

I feel like someone just punched me in the stomach.

There are two possibilities that I can think of. First, this bundle of notes has been taken out of the Reserve Bank of Japan Mint, before it hits the market. That would mean this man is a plague. There is no chance that an ordinary person could get his hands on such a thing. The notes printed at Japan Mint are first sent to the Ministry of Finance, where their serial numbers are scanned to become usable notes. Then they will be sent in cash transport vehicles to branches of the Reserve Bank. From there, they continue to be subdivided and distributed to city banks. At that point, the straps will be switched with those of the city banks.

However, there is no printing on his trap at all. The only way to be able to carry out a wad of notes in that state is to steal it from the Reserve Bank. The most likely way is to attack a cash transport car. Could it be that he just returned from a raid like that?

But if so, I will just stroke my chest in relief, and go back to making coffee in my kitchen. The cash car robbers are violent guys, but only violent. Violence alone cannot make a storm.

There is another possibility.

These are counterfeit notes. I take out a magnifying glass from the back of the room, and carefully examine the wad of notes in my hand. I become completely chilled that my fingers are tingling. I try comparing them with the notes in my own wallet. I can’t tell the difference at all.

A supernote.

I feel dizzy.

If that is the case, the thing in my hand right now has become as dangerous as a small nuclear warhead. Counterfeit currency is a tool of warfare that has been used way before bows and arrows. If one can bring an amount of well-made false currency into an enemy country, the value of that currency will drop due to the increase amount of money in circulation, leading to inflation. A country is, in a sense, its own currency. By skillfully fueling distrust in a country’s currency, it is possible to destroy the economy and bring down a whole nation. For that reason, the National Security Agency is always on the lookout for counterfeit notes. If this level of a note is to be brought into the market, it would not be the city police’s business. It is much higher. The National Security Agency, or the Military.

I put the wad of notes on my desk as if I am throwing them away. I don’t want to leave my fingerprints on them anymore. I head to the phone. If I report the incident right away, I might be able to argue for some extenuating circumstances with the authorities. There is no time to waste.

When I pick up the receiver, I hear a faint voice. It isn’t coming from the phone.

“Put the phone down.”

I turn to the direction where the voice came from. Before I knew it, the young man has opened his eyes and is looking at me with those eyes. I look at the receiver and the youth in turn. Then I say, “What if I don’t?”

“I kill you.”

Those words are as mediocre as the unsold leftover packs lining up in a deli, at least to this young man. I can tell from looking at his eyes. When he utters the word “kill”, it is nothing more than an ordinary, everyday word for him. Just like cutting your nails, or going out to buy more cigarettes, those kinds of words.

“How?” I put down the receiver, but I have not returned it to the base station. Then I say, “You’ve got holes all over your body. You can’t move anything. You’re dying everywhere. You don’t even have a gun. To kill me in that condition, it would take two hundred of you.”

“I don’t need that much.” He says with a chilled voice. “I’m Port Mafia.”

Those words only are enough.

“Port Mafia”, I carefully choose my words before saying “Then I have no choice but to obey.” Then I take my time and quietly put the receiver down.

“That’s good,” he chuckles.

If he really is from Port Mafia, I would have to be careful even about lifting or lowering a spoon in front of him. When the opponent is the Port Mafia, the synonym of darkness and violence, even if I report this and manage to escape today, there is no telling what will come later. A human being has a total of about two hundred bones. But it would not be strange if I will be shredded into just as many pieces of flesh.

I stare at him for about three seconds. Then I go to the kitchen. I keep the door open so that I can watch him from there. I start making coffee in the kitchen. I put the kettle on the fire and wet the rod with some water. I add the coffee powder, and pour boiling water in.

“If I’m not allowed to call the police, what about the doctors?” I say, keeping my eyes on the water.

“What I’ve done is just emergency first aids at best. If you don’t get checked by a proper doctor, you will die soon.”

“No need to worry.” The young man speaks with a slightly stretched out voice. “This much is no big deal. I’m used to injuries.”

“Is that so? Then I will obey.” I stir the coffee and set a timer. “In any case, there is no way a normal postman like me can go against the Port Mafia demons.”

“Being obedient is good. So next…”

Suddenly, the young man starts coughing and vomiting blood. I quickly run up to him and turn his head to the side so that he will not choke on his own blood. I check inside his mouth. I can’t tell where the bleeding is from in this situation. It could be just a cut inside his mouth, or it could be an internal injury. I don’t know.

“Go to the hospital. Get treatments. You are really going to die.” I state.

“It’s perfect then.” he speaks like whispering. “Just let me die like this.”

I feel a chilled wind passing through me.

I look at the young man. He is just staring at the ceiling. No emotions, no intents. Just a flat expression, like one who is just telling his age. I cannot believe my own eyes. I don’t even feel like there is a human there. If it was late night instead of a refreshing early morning, I would think that he was a ghost or a hallucination.

Crazy things keep happening today. My life is about to get screwed up it seems.

“Fine then.” I say. “If you want to die, just die. It’s your own life. I won’t stop you. But I will be in trouble if you die here. If you die here, no one will be able to testify that I am not the one who caused your injuries. I might be arrested.”

“To be arrested, or to be killed by Port Mafia later, which one is better?’

I stare at him while saying, “That’s a hard question.”

I go back to the kitchen, wait for the timer and turn off the fire. I then take out the cream can and ask, “You want some coffee?”

No answer.

“How did you collapse in front of my house?”

Still no answer.

“What the heck are those notes in your hand?”

No answer for this one of course.

I feel as if I’m talking to a wind fairy. A character from a picture book who suddenly came to my house on a peaceful morning. Just that he is covered in blood, and he wants to die.

I pour coffee into two cups and add in the cream. I watch the steam, wait for some time and start stirring. Then I notice that I can’t feel the sign of anyone in the next room anymore. I can’t even hear him breathing. No hint of death drifting either.

I poke my head out of the door, the cups still in my hand. The young man is crawling towards the front door. If he could move his legs, he would just walk out. But it looks like he hasn’t got that much strength back, so he just has his arms hooked on the floor and slowly creeping forward. Just like a prisoner escaping from cell in those old war movies.

He notices my gaze, and then as if he has given up, a mocking smile appears on his face.

“You don’t want me to die in this house, do you? Then if I leave, you’ll have nothing to do with it. No need to help me. No need to ponder anything. Just stay there and watch.”

I ask him, still holding the coffee, “Do you want to die that much?”

“Of course I do. I joined the Port Mafia, but there was still nothing.” replies the young man in a voice that sounds like a soul-deprived gasp. “The only thing I want now, is death.”

Then he starts crawling again.

I take a sip of my coffee while watching that. His progress is pathetically slow. I take another sip. He keeps moving without a rest. He has no intent to look back at me anymore.

There is only one thing to do.

“It’s no use to stop me.” The young man seems to notice my movement. He says with his eyes looking forward, “No one can go against the Port Mafia. And no one in the Port Mafia can go against me. In other words, no one can whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!??”

He is pulled backward.

I wrap him with a bed sheet and lift him up. I then twist the two ends to close it. Like a candy wrapping paper. Then I turn him upside down and carry him back.

“It hurts it hurts it hurts! My wounds are opening! What the hell are you doing, you blockhead. You want to be killed?”

“I don’t want to be killed. But I don’t want to let you die either. If you go out in this state, you will definitely die. Just make up a death story without me in it when you get better.”

As it looks like he is going to let out more complaint, I shake the lump of cloth.

“Ouch ouch! Stop it! I hate pains!!”

“Then will you give up?”

“No!”

I try to come up with a way to deal with it and I get one. Let’s tie him to the bed.

I put him down on the bed and open the pack. I bring in a big towel and wrap it around his arms, which are crossed in front of his chest, altogether with his torso. I take the decorative cord from the door way to bind his legs together and tie the ends to the metal fittings of the bed. I raise the pillows, change the blanket into a new one, and open the window to let the fresh air in.

“For the time being, until your wounds have healed, I will have you stay like that.” I look down to the young man and say “Is there anything you want?”

“My nose is itching.” He looks at me resentfully while wriggling his two arms that are no longer free.

“Poor you.” I go back to the coffee in the kitchen.

The young man’s insults are echoing behind my back. But this neighborhood is sparsely populated, so there is no need to worry about disturbing the neighbors. I enjoy my morning coffee.

And so begins the strange and short communal life of me and Dazai together.

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💖 Message from their Higher Self 💖

(person on your mind)

The reading will be organised into three segments. First, their take on your current situation, then the resolution, and lastly, how they see your future. And I'm going to draw one card for each. However, for additional messages, more cards may fall; I'd mention if this occurs.

Take some time to meditate on each picture before we get started!

Piles

1 - 2

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Pile 1

Hello there, Pile 1! This reading is for those of you who are manifesting something, most likely the person on your mind? For some you could be manifesting a career or your ideal lifestyle. You are manifesting something or someone in general. And if you aren't, please choose another pile because this one might not be for you.

The first card that showed up for you was the VII of Pentacles in reverse. You've probably put in a lot of effort into something but the results may be scattered for the time being. It could also imply that the benefits of your efforts aren't as substantial as you thought. The positive aspect of this is that it indicates that you know when to stop investing your time, money, or energy in a particular project. Therefore, you must reconsider your options and decide where to devote your emotions, time and/or efforts.

Here, I feel it could be about manifesting something or someone? You've been working on yourself, your self-concept, affirming, visualising, and everything else to get what you want. But you appear to be overwhelmed. You're not sure it's even worth it. You're impatient. You might be like "I'm doing everything I needed to manifest my desires why hasn't it shown up in my 3D yet?"

Are you possibly manifesting this person? Because there's a good chance you are, which is why this card appeared here. It reflects your inner turmoil about how impatient you are for them to finally conform in your 3D. You feel as if you've put in a lot of effort into it. But nothing comes of it.

With judgement card next, your person is telling you to go inward and reflect. Since Judgement card speaks of inner voice, reflection and evaluation.

Evaluate yourself and your efforts objectively. Have you put in enough effort? You won't be looking out into 3D for proof if you've had. When you're manifesting something or someone it's completely about living in the end. Assuming that identity and not waiting for evidence in 3D. 3D is simply a reflection of your 4D. If your 3D isn't quite right, it's because you've prioritised it over your 4D, which isn't how the laws work, right?

So be truthful to yourself. And give yourself another chance. This time make sure to not waver or look for evidence in the 3D.

Finally, we have the II of Cups. Interesting!! It implies that a new collaboration is in the works, and that it will be formed with balance, respect, and honour. Here it may imply your hardwork finally coming to fruition. Whether it is a specific person or your ideal career or lifestyle, you are manifesting it into the 3D. There's a fair chance that it's about that big break or opportunity which you've been manifesting career wise. But even so, it is more likely that this is a relationship. In fact, definitely a relationship. May be a new person or ex for some? But it'd be a fresh start. You are manifesting this person, more likely, a fresh start with them and they are telling you to hold tight, I'm on my way to you.

You've performed your part of the task. It's now my turn. I'm coming to you. Our new love, created with balance, respect, and honour, is about to start. We'll fill each other's cups. I'm your wish fulfilled and you're mine.

Pile 1, an extra card with another message has showed up for you, and it's The High Priestess.

The High Priestess, who sits at the crossroads of the conscious and subconscious mind, has an innate ability to effortlessly travel between both the realms. She teaches you that the world is not always as it appears, and that greater forces are frequently at work. She guides you through the thin veil of awareness, providing you with a deep, intuitive understanding of the Universe as well as increased awareness of secret or hidden information. The High Priestess represents spiritual illumination, inner illumination, divine knowledge, and wisdom.

With High Priestess appearing in your reading, it confirms that you are most definitely manifesting this person. And they're advising you to let The High Priestess guide you through the process.

Allow the High Priestess to lead you on a journey deep into your subconscious mind in order to connect with your higher self. Feel rather than think, and trust your divine feminine energy, even if the masculine energy appears to be stronger around you. Start focusing on your own desires and needs, stop trying too hard, step aback and be passive and patient. See how it all starts to unfold in your favor, now!

Channeled Song:

You or your person might be: Gemini, Aries Taurus, Sagittarius, Pisces, Aquarius (Sun, Moon, Rising)

Angel numbers you might be seeing frequently these days: 333, 444, 111.

Pile 2

This one is a love reading. If the person on your mind is not a romantic interest, please choose a different pile because this one may not resonate with you.

The Emperor is the first card that came up for you, Pile 2. The card represents the protector, the commanding power, a person of authority. In this scenario, I feel your person wishes to be your hero. Do you have someone in your life like that? Someone who wants to take care of you or wants to spoil you? SUGAR DADDY/MOMMY VIBES!!! LOL! But it could be your prospective husband/wife as well. But if you're single, they're on their way to you, Pile 2. I feel they are manifesting you. They want to be the provider, the one who looks after you. They might as well want to start a family with you? Regardless of their gender identity, I feel they're someone masculine. Stern, wise and practical person. Someone who values logic over emotion.

You make me want to be a better person. I hope you see me as deserving of your affection. I can't go on living like this. It's exhausting to be as cold as ice all the time. I can't wait until I can finally be with you. I'm the ice that melts just for you, love. I can't wait to be melted in your arms. Be mine already!

The second card that came up is Death. The Death card speaks of that some major phase of their or your life which is coming to an end, and a new one is about to begin. Past traumas or resistances are being left in the past. And I strongly feel it is happening for your person. As I mentioned with The Emperor card, they want to be your provider. They may be releasing toxic patterns from the past in order to be ready to approach you. And with that, I'm more than convinced now that they are manifesting you, Pile 2.

I'm coming to you. Until then, don't be in love with someone else! I promise I'd give you the world. Just wait for me, please!

Lastly, we have Queen Of Pentacles. Wow!! This is unquestionably a love reading. The person on your mind is most possibly your future spouse Pile 2, at least for most of you. The card symbolises generosity, nurturing, comfort, financial stability, a motherly figure, and a homemaker. Your person sees you as a mother for their children, a nurturing presence in their home. Pile 2, they see you as their wife, and it's lovely. If you are feminine and envision yourself as a homemaker, your person sees you as exactly that. Pile 2, they want to grow old with you!

Channeled Song:

You or your person might be: Leo, Virgo, Pisces, Scorpio (Sun, Moon, Rising)

Angel numbers you might be seeing frequently these days: 1333, 717, 414, 222.

Pile 3

Hello, Pile 3! This reading is for my sensitive souls who have always felt as if they don't belong and have been forced to feel alienated by those around them. For those of y'all who feel like an anti hero in their own story. If this is not you, please pick a different pile cause this one may or may not resonate with you.

This is gonna be little sensitive. Some of you may be triggered. I'm so sorry for that. It's a general reading, so take what resonates and disregard what doesn't. I'm really very sorry!

We have the Judgement card in reverse here, which signifies a lack of judgement, self-loathing, and doubts. Do you have doubts concerning your connection with your person pile 3? Are you doubting yourself or your worth? They see you reflecting on yourself. It's more like being far too hard on yourself. You're evaluating your worth? You think you don't deserve them?

Also you may have some issues? You tend to become very defensive when things don't go your way, or you feel unwelcoming towards them? They see how you victimise your self esteem all the time. They're saying maybe you're not able to get a full picture or maybe there's a filter of obstinacy on your eyes. They're suggesting that you may be acting in this manner because you dislike something about yourself or them, or both. Are you feeling insecure or jealous about something? You don't like it when they're out there posting on Instagram looking like a snack and getting all the attention of every freaking gender that exists while you're a couch potato who rarely even looks in the mirror? You despise it, and you despise yourself. You despise how it makes you feel. They're telling you not to be too hard on yourself. They don't understand why you're insecure in the first place.

My sunshine, you're perfect! You should look at yourself through my eyes. You should know that it is only you who makes my world shine so bright.

This pile gives me nerd x popular girl/guy vibes. Like Taylor Swift's "You Belong With Me" Bestie, are you a Swiftie? I'm sorry if you're not. Lol! It's just that, the music video came to my mind while channeling your message.

Next, we have the V of Pentacles in reverse. They are advising you to isolate yourself and reflect. Or maybe you're already doing that? You're seeing a therapist maybe? You're really putting on the work. You know where you are and you've decided you no longer want to be there. Pile 3, you appear to be self-aware and wise. Perhaps it's just your unresolved past traumas that get the best of you every now and then. And your person acknowledges this as well.

Do things you enjoy and make the most of every moment. In fact, if necessary, connect with your inner child.

Pile 3, do you have an inner child who has been through a difficult time in the past? The one who loved and gave selflessly but was constantly betrayed and abandoned. And now you're overwhelmed with fear. Fear of betrayal, abandonment, and being insufficient. Try journaling, affirmations, and shadow work! Make plans to go on dates with yourself. Compliment yourself. Perform random acts of self-love.

Push aside the recurring thoughts that hurt you. Even me if that makes you feel better. I know you can do it. I know cause I can see that you're seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I know the pattern of scarcity and lack is fading in your life right now. I see you finally going out and claiming what is rightfully yours.

There will be no more victim mentality, Pile 3. You're finally taking control of your life. You can finally see how it was all in your head. And that your thoughts aren't facts. They are just thoughts. You can always switch your perspective on yourself and the world.

Besides, your person is very sensitive. They appear to be more mature than you. Older in age for some of you? They give me the "Been there, done that!" vibe. It's as if they identify their younger self in you. I'm sorry, but I think it's both beautiful and tragic. If it's a romantic interest, I think you'd would make a wonderful couple. UWU! They genuinely care about you and they understand you. They may be a mentor or a father/mother figure for some?

Lastly, we have The Emperor which may imply stability and security in this context. They see you breaking out of that victim mentality and tapping into the Emperor energy. Could mean embracing your masculinity for some!! Perhaps you never realised before but now you're seeing how you're at your best when you're more in tune with your masculine side? Perhaps that makes you feel confident and comfortable about yourself? For others it could simply mean tapping into the commanding power where everything is under your control. Your perseverance, discipline, and self-control have gotten you this far. It means you are now in charge of your life, establishing your own rules and boundaries. This person is your biggest cheerleader Pile 3. They're rooting for you. They are with you. Through all thick and thin. They're saying, If you take control of your thoughts and how you see yourself, everything in your life is going to fall into its place. Only thing that holds you back is your self esteem or what you call it in the language of LOA, your "self concept." And don't worry about me. I'm always gonna be cheering for you. Standing firm with you through it all. Take care, I love you!

Channeled song:

You or your person might be: Sagittarius, Taurus, Libra, Cancer, Pisces (Sun, Moon, Rising)

Angel numbers you might be seeing frequently these days: 111, 777, 888, 222, 333

I hope you liked the reading and it resonated. I sincerely apologise if it did not. First and foremost, it is a general reading so take what resonate and disregard what doesn't. Second, I'm new to Tarot and still learning. So, I'd appreciate it if you'd leave a word about my readings, If they resonated with you or not. I'm here to grow and learn. I need constructive criticism.

Thank you so much for your time!

lol super quick and low effort 'classic' eyeless jack bc oughhhgh im tired today (* -_･)oO○

18+ PAC What Turns Them On About You!!! (Shorts)

Welcome Back!!!! To a new PAC here we’re going to explore the things about you that turns your person on, FS or long term Lover don’t matter! Choose one of the beautiful lotus flower images to begin🪷. INHALE 4 seconds, HOLD 4 seconds, BREATHE OUT 4 seconds. Center yourself once your centers choose between the 3 images and delve into your hype! Remember take what resonated and let the rest roll off for someone else!!!

Pile I

They will love looking at you, Your FS will think you’re so beautiful, hot, sexy etc. Mirror sex is a biggie here, they’re going to like looking at your reflection as they Fxck you. I heard make you look even they want you to see them Fxck you! They may have an ego your FS or they just look good and they think you look good too especially having sex with them! Yassss 🤤! Who’s a masochist here? I’m seeing they’re turned on by the fact that you like painful sensations, this pile will be having animalistic sex with their FS lots of Savage moments! It’s like you two will become uncaged! 😋! They will love pulling your hair or grabbing your head! Biting you softly I heard nipping?? You two will be aggressive with each other, the passion between you two is hella strong! They are attracted by the way you take control & dominate them in bed, they find your dominance so sexy. If you feel you’re too aggressive, or that you should “tone it down” for others get that bullshit out of your mind, your FS will be blown away and turned on by your dominance, wildness, your animated personality! Have you ever been told to restrain or hold back? I’m sorry! But being with your FS will free you not just sexually tho! They love having sex with you raw! No condom just bareback, skin to skin! They love all of you! Sometimes I think you two will just spontaneously get at it, so condoms may slip the mind! Be safe y’all!! You in lingerie boo! If you don’t wear lingerie it’s the way you seduce them half naked, you two will tease each other! I swear you two are like animals. Trying to take each other down, there’s a bit of playfulness I’m seeing two wolves play fighting, you two may like to play fight & that leads to sex? Y’all are freaky as hell pile 1! This is for some I’m hearing. So some of you may be exhibitionists or curious about being watched while making love, that curiosity will turn your FS on, you two may have sex in public in places where you two can get caught. Quickies in public places because you two can’t keep your hands off of each other! Your passion turns them on like nobodies business! You are a very dominant person and they will love being dominated by you, I’m seeing pet play for those interested in that so will your FS, others your FS just wants to submit to you and do whatever you want! COMMAND THEM! Sorry to get raw but your FS loves your WAP! (Megan and Cardi definition)! Your FS will love how wet you get or how wet they get for you! They will love getting you wet and fingering you, giving you head! They are truly blown away by you guys pile 1 you whipped they asses good! Y’all are like their dream come true. This like you guys will be having sex often often often! I’m seeing lots of quickies and unexpected sessions, don’t matter where it’s going down between you two and your FS is so turned on by that! You are a tease, you make them work for it. Playing hard to get. Teasing them. Having them ache for you til they just can’t take it. You P1 are master manipulators! Hunter/ hunted vibes between you two! You two will have a secret language, codes that mean different things, others won’t understand! Like a slight wink can mean I love you, or a smirk 😏 can mean sneak off in 5 mins if that makes sense? Your FS will be MENTALLY stimulated by you Pile 1! 👏🏽 you guys aren’t wild pile! You two will let your beasts out to play together, very raw and uncut. This is so beautiful because you have to remember there needs to be a big deal of TRUST for inhibitions to be dropped to be yourselves fully with someone. You two will have that with each other just amazing! You’re each other’s home! Your or them may have a growl that you do when having sex. Sex will get rough! You two aren’t the make love pile! You express your deep love and devotion with passion and fire! They will be turned on by that life will never be boring with you. They can be themselves wholeheartedly without being judged or criticized, it seems like that’s a pattern you both maybe been judged and or criticized for being yourselves causing shame and making you ⬇️⬇️⬇️

Repress who you both are as souls! Together you two will unlock the cage door and your souls will fly free and mesh beautifully together with passion Lust and desire! This is my Lust at first sight deck most likely! Well to my pile ones keep being you! Unapologetically! That’s how you’ll know who’s for you and who isn’t! Your essence is sort of like a gps! It’ll guide you to your destination and reroute when you turn down the wrong street! EMBRACE YOUR ESSENCE! It’s what makes YOU! Well YOU!

Pile II

I see you’re the curious pile! Your FS will be turned on by the fact that you’re an experimental lover, that you’re willing to try anything once, you two will be having many sexual firsts with each other! I think they’re going to find you so much fun and adventurous! They will be turned on by your spunk! That’s the word I heard just now! They will love how daring you are, or how daring you’ll become when you’re with them. I’m hearing they make you feel invincible, hmm some of you aren’t that brave, like shelled in but your FS will make it safe for you to come out of your shell and truly live and once you’re out and open baby you will become unlocked! There’s an experimental freaky freak waiting to bust out of you! If it’s already out and activated that’s great! Even better because you’ll bring it to them and get them out of their shell! I’m getting a sort of mirroring from you two! (Same with P1 the mirroring, these are some high vibe soulmates, maybe some twin flames). They will be turned on by your breasts/ chest area, if you have breasts Big or small they love em all, (I’m itty bitty tittying here too it’s litty)breast Fxcking will be a turn in for your FS. There’s a bit of playfulness and femininity here the first pile I’ve gotten fire element, you guys I’m getting water! There’s a lot of emotional security here between you two! They’re deeply in love with you, you’ll be deeply in love, head over heels!! Speaking of heels, for my heel wearing babes, they’ll love fxcking you with heels on, they’ll love your legs there’s a sensual vibe that I’m getting they think of you like ethereal a siren or mermaid! Class and elegance too! This is my stunning pile, I feel your FS may see you that way! Masculine or feminine energy. They love your hands and your body! You may give the best top tier massages to them and they will be getting off just by the touch of your hands. (Soft hands)? Had anyone ever told you that?? They’ll think so, handjobs and fingering. Foreplay here is big they love foreplay with you, pile 2, you may appreciate the scenic route! (Thank you)! They get turned with you in stockings and sexy clothing, fishnets, they fantasize about being in between your legs! Idk if I said this but you’re their dream person! Their fantasy on two legs!! 😋!! They get turned on by kissing you! They’ll love kissing you, makeout sessions that are LOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGG!!! Very sensual & romantic connection here! They will lose themselves in your kiss. This is my love at first sight Pile! ORRRRRRRRRRR WAIT FOR IT! True loves first kiss pile!!eep(Dream works)! You two will know or Atleast one of you will know from the first kiss that you’re each others true love!! Yeah this pile your high vibe Soulmate is your FS! This person is your Ultimate True Love on a soul level! They may have or you may have a mommy/daddy fetish, like where you allow them to be your provider! The way you protect them and make them feel safe and loved and cared for that turns your FS on about you! You got their back! “You’re a strong mommy”, they may like that show big mouth! I’m telling you your nurturing paternal/maternal instincts are a big turn on for your FS! They maybe never gotten nurtured or cared for before you! You two will love getting dirty while getting clean. Shower sex, sex on a beach, in a tub, pool/jacuzzi all things water, romantic sensual baths that lead to Lovemaking! Yasss!! Deep love here! You spoil them, pamper them and make them feel special and important! They will love spending their money on you, they maybe a gift giver or you are, either way I’m seeing some spoiling here mutually and that turns your FS on! You may like to spank them and that turns them on, they may like pain and you may have a sadistic side that they’ll absolutely adore! Be careful with the more dangerous role-play! You tell live exploring uncharted territory and pushing the boundaries with each other! This is such a fun pile your FS will think you’re so fun! You guys may have a sex bucket list, trying the Kama sutra. Really opening each other up & expanding ⬇️⬇️

Sexually. You two will have many new sexual experiences together, Very fun and unforgettable this is what turns them in about you sexually ma babies!!! Your sexually adventurous palette. Your spontaneity and unexpected pop ups! You may surprise them so work, because I feel you two will have unexpected random rushes of passion and you two will be yearning for each other bad throughout the day! You two will pretty much get it popping anywhere! You two probably have that in your sex bucket list to!! Awesome!! You two have such a limitless connection this is so beautiful I love it! You’re going to be the person of their wildest fantasies they’re wishing for you I’m feeling heavily ! Manifesting you I feel you’re doing the same.

Pile III

My pile 3’s, I know most people get turned off by watching porn, but I’m sensing maybe some of you in this pile are in fact turned on by watching pornography, (that’s cool asff though feel nothing but pride honestly)x your FS will be turned on by the fact that you do watch porn and that you wanting to watch it with them, will self them over the edge. They maybe a voyeur. Watching you in lingerie, stockings, boxer shorts, anything half naked, they are turned on by your body, they love watching you. They are turned on by how you tease & seduce them, they hate it and they love it, the challenge of taking you down gets them fired up! You are the ultimate win to them! A prize not in a bad way though honorable is more what I’m feeling. The way you eat food may turn them on, they think you’re the sexiest doing the most mundane things! Tying you up and being your dominant. This is my submissive pile! You allow your FS full access to your body to do whatever they please. (Do what you want to me Body/ do what you want to my body). The way they dominate you you’ll absolutely love and willingly follow their rules, be at their mercy! Your FS is a dominant they maybe an actual DOM from the BDSM community! (EEP ME TO)!!! They are turned on having you at their mercy, begging for more and having you under their complete and ultimate control! You will be so eager to follow their commands!! I’m seeing your FS having a cheating fetish (just Role-play)! You two pretend as of you’re dating other people and seduce and lure each other away from your “partners” for secret rendezvous. You’re cheating on each other with each other of that makes sense. I’m seeing that you two may roleplay what you two don’t even know each other! Lots of role playing between you two! They are turned on by you! You two will shoot and have your own sex tapes. They’ll be turned on by you being their pornstar! You two may even watch the sex tapes and get off on that! They will be turned on by your naughty side. They may have a pet name for you or degrade you sexually and playfully (“be my little slut tonight, Shhhh don’t tell)”. They’re turned on by the duo in you, maybe you’re conservative outside in public but in the bedroom you’re a obedient sex slave to your FS! (BDSM). They’re a Rigger & you’re their rope bunny! Tying you up, cuffs, ropes, swings, harnesses etc. They may even know how to Shibari rope tie. Restraining you turns them on! They’re super kinky and Dominant your FS! I’m in love with them! 😂. They are turned on by the oral you give them! Yasss you stuck the soul out of them apparently! You two will love giving each other Oral! Cum swallowing and wet sloppy makeouts. They are turned on by the fact that they own you (sexually). Morning sex, waking up to you turns them on. I’m seeing you two will have sex to get your day started, wake each other up with oral! Lots of ORAL! Sending each other nudes. You two will always be sending each others ideas of new positions and places, sex appointments. They’re turned on because you’re soo open to them. I see that you two may send each other on sexual scavenger hunts! Ayee that’s very cute and adventurous! Playfully sensual! They never want to lose you, while having sex they may cling to you, possessive your FS will be with you, in not feeling in a toxic way, just prideful! You’re their prize! I’m seeing a bit of a power play! You can become dominate and want to switch up, they don’t bend that easily, I doing think they’ve ever been submissive before and it’s a whole new thing for them so they will fight you on it, not in a negative way, just a sexual fight for dominance if that makes sense, both of you trying to get on top vibes, they love that you came to play though, taking you down gives them great pride, I heard conquered. They may’ve liked you from a distance it have been planning to fas be with you & have sex for the longest! They will feel safe thru sex with wit physical touch may be their love language, they maybe been denied hugs and nurturing from their parents or family. They receive it from you though,

You make them feel safe and whole, loved and appreciated! They are sprung and will not be afraid to say it and they will be wanting to get you sprung right back! This is soo cute you both will dominate each other, one more resistant tho, your FS will not back down and give up control but I feel once you get a trade off you haven’t already of dominance you’ll fight for it! They’re turned on by your body!! Sex healing if you ever heard of that will happen between you two I heard unicorn sex (cumming at the same time)! This is a very magical connection you two share! Very deep & spiritual! Your FS will be reborn after sex with you! You’re truly their haven. Your womb/loins will heal your FS, or your FS womb/Loins will heal you. Sex between you two will be very transformative, a outer body Experience! No wonder you two wanna record it! That’s so hot!! There’s huge Scorpionic intense energy here! You two transform each other through sex! Very powerful and potent sexual connection you share with your FS and that’s only half of what turns them on about you, in hearing the list goes on & On! Neverending turn ons about you, minx? They may call you that! They will think you’re so clever and slick. You maybe swept them off their feet pile 3 that’s an intense pull between you and your FS 😳 crazy! This is LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT! No doubt about that one!

Well that’s all Folks let me know what you think don’t be shy Darlins! LIKE|COMMENT|REBLOG| 💋 hope you enjoyed my little freaky preview into your bedroom life with your person 😉! Y’all are some freaky freaks!! NEVER CHANGE!

ATTENTION: a sweet love letter, ༺𓆩❦𓆪༻

from your future spouse/future partner/current partner

introduction:

today i will be channeling a letter from your future spouse intuitively, i’ll also channel some random messages as well intuitively, and some predictions too!

credits to pintrest for these photos <3.

pile 1:

channeled messages:

Chanel, Aubry, downlow, keeper, wet, 328, 22, 33, bonnet, love stories, psyche, telepathy, silk, patty, walk, pisces, aries, gemini, libra, play, jet, 323, money, newspaper, walker, munch, zebra.

predictions:

this connection is leading to some place new? it almost feels like this connection is very sacred, very superficial too, this connection feels like a dream almost? like you two individuals have a very high energy when around each other almost like school boy/school girl (or whatever you identify with) crush vibes, this will be leading to a good potential, also making new forms of connections (specifically thru them) is really highlighted here, regardless if you know this person or not this relationship will feel like an infatuation between the two of you, when in a room everybody can feel the sexual needs/tension between you both. you both are very greedy for eachother, it’s like you want eachother by your side every minute. you two will always find ways to speak to one another, becoming in contact with eachother very likely for this relationship, when texting eachother when far away you two will most likely smile, while feeling that infatuation with eachother again. you two probably met somewhere sacred in a way? could’ve met inside of any building too. anyways for the predictions i’m getting that you two will form this need of each other, this want of eachother, stuff will come to fruition though, just be patient on that one! i’m hearing “dangerously in love” by beyonce, this connection will lead into intimacy as well, and true love, real love too. this connection will most likely not end until death due you part.

official love letter:

till death due us part my love, when i think of death..i think of death with you. i also think of meddling down and settling down with you. my past relationships just never seemed to work, i want to settle down with you, completely. i’m tired of these old games we play. you feel it too? you feel the raw energetic fulfillment we have around each other? cus i feel it too..when we’re around each other i feel like going up, i feel the grilling excitement when i’m around you, i feel the need to want to shoot for the skies like a rocket launcher. when i’m with you, you make me feel whole, sacred. i thank you for all the love you’ve given me, because i know i can give it back, i can give you whatever you want..that Chanel bag? you want it? let me buy it for you, let me handle that for you. let me handle you in ways i can preform..when meeting you, i felt a shot right thru my eyes, nah not being cliche, not talking about a literal shot, but i felt a spark with you, thats why you always see me smiling when talking to you, you make me feel at ease. you make me feel wanted. you make me feel like somebody, somebody that i never felt i’d be before. can’t you tell..? i’m in love with you. i can’t wait to see you…to be with you, to cuddle you, to hold you, you my wild flower…baby, would you give me a chance?

my thoughts on this:

i wasn’t gonna like put my thoughts on this, but like while reading it over, i felt this shit thru like, i felt like it was meant for you pile 1! this person is simply making a proposal to you, you may be scared of it though, but simply wait when you’re ready, those are always the best times fr! it seems like the love you give to this person is rescropated back, its like the love you give this person, is brought back to you love! this person wants you #realbad, but they’re waiting on you pile 1, they’re waiting..

pile 2:

channeled messages:

crush, phone, love, jackpot, ceo, Humphrey?, lullaby, loving, addiction, high, virgo, gemini, libra, sesh, sheesh, aquarius, adoption, adolescent, adoral, advice, night walk, peace, music. discord. 8, 9, 23,

predictions:

you could be very doubtful about this connection, to you it almost feels very dream like, also you may feel like you’re only hurting yourself if you pursue with this connection, i’m here to tell you to pace things out, let things gradually aline on its own time. i’m hearing drake say, “whats the rush on commitment” , like i said once things gradually align, you’ll see how things will go, this relationship is a soul tie type of connection, for some of you you’re here about your ex (i just got that random message), so please let things take time and go at its own pace, don’t rush things because of your excitement. for this connection, it’s definitely not in your control at all, it almost feels like you’re trying for this connection to work, i see you crying in your bed too. don’t beat yourself up behind this love, things will only get better. this connection is meant to go far, not saying this because i want you to hear it, i’m saying this because it’s true, also hearing “ally”, could be marriage for some of you as well. just know that things take time, and that things will fall into place. i know i was supposed to give you guys a prediction, but some of you guys really need words of encouragement, and i’m here for you! if you need a reading about this dm me for an exchange, i’ll definitely help you out!

official love letter:

things go by, time rushes by, and yet i’m still here with you, it may not be in the physical..but its sacred. we’re together. i’m claiming that. you always know how to shine, and don’t you dare belittle yourself, you’re worth it, you were created for a reason, to be mine, you don’t need nobody else..you and me both know that, (OK AWE SORRY FOR INTERRUPTING HERE BUT I DID HEAR RIGHT MY WRONGS AND I WAS LIKE AWE ITS DEFINITELY FOR PILE 2!) i wanna caress you , i wanna reassure you, i just wanna hold you, everything about you is mines..i wanna mendel with you, i wanna heal you, from whatever darkness you carry, i wanna swaddle that out and just hold you. i wanna protect you from all those demons that come knocking at your door every now and then, i just wanna be with you, be your protector. i know you always say “i don’t need nobody protecting me”..so why not? i’m your knight and shining armor baby. i’m there for you, immediately. whenever you need me, yk i’m here. speak to me in the spirit realm, cus we know what connection we got, ain’t no need to worry. i got you. not many would understand us, but we understand each other, thats what makes us whole again. gosh…i know i’m so intense, but whats a world without me baby?

my thoughts on this:

GIRL/BOY/ (whatever you identify with) BROOO WHERE DO I SIGN UP? okay so after reading this though, this person is very cocky! but you love it and thats what makes them themselves! i just heard “it turns you on” LMFAOOOO, but nah, this person wants to complete you, make you feel whole again, my love!!! thats so sweet seriously, they’ve know you’ve been broken down plenty of times throughout your life, they just wanna make you feel you again. i’m hearing “an energy rush”, i feel like you two are just whole when meeting eachother..make an event chart when you meet eachother, basically note down the time, date, and place where you met i feel like this is very essential. this person is also very passionate about you too.

pile 3:

channeled messages:

338, 2, 1, shot, medicine, 2 cups, 11:11, 12, criminal, Britney spears - criminal, unlikely, dance, hips, back marks?, bricks, stone, american, 373, at last, taurus, gemini, venus, Capricorn.

prediction:

this connection could go pretty far, you could be sentimental with one another, show each other raw emotions, this couple was meant to break thru and down any impacts that leads you in distress, this couple was meant to fight and conquer for love. you two will go against your will just to stay together. i’m hearing “promiscuous” too, you two will definitely play some games with each other, to show how much you love the other, you two will have some decisions to make together one on one, you two will build a very special bonding relationship between each other, this union is sacred as well. there will be a lot of you time (meaning as a couple) between you two, it’ll always be y’all. you guys can definitely conquer the world when together, it’s like the dynamic you two have is built on this special connection between the two of you both. you two have trust within each other as well, i heard this connection is really taking off. just don’t fight it though, just trust into the divine, and let them guide you on your path. the path where you need to be, is defined with them. they were soul searching for you too, you may have had dreams of this person as well. this person knows who you are..even if you don’t know them yet. there could be some personal issues surrounding this connection.

official love letter:

when i first met you, i was in the spirit realm with you..i was in your dreams and you were in mine too. when i first saw you, i didn’t know what to do..it’s like i was dreaming of something so magical and incredible, i felt extremely lucky. i felt as though i seen my wife (or whatever you identify with)..in physical touch, its like i could almost smell you..is that weird? lol i’m glad i made you laugh, but seriously though..i felt something wrong, like i was beneath you in someway? i do have nightmares..but this dream was in a sense, very spiritual in a way, although i was beneath you, i almost felt like…something went wrong..not saying something would ever go wrong between us, i just felt like on my end something went wrong, like i didn’t catch you..i know my dreams are confusing my love bug, but stuff went south, like in a way it shouldn’t be. i wanna meet you in the physical, like i was destined to meet you in some way, i wanna caress your mind, take a load off of shit, and just let you think of something positive. when i’m with you, i feel like the negative dreams I’ve been having turns into something positive, you change me in a way..in a sense that i didn’t know i could change myself. i’m just so tired..of it all..i just wanna be yours.

my thoughts on this:

so it’s obvious you two have a spiritual connection, but your boo has a hard time speaking on stuff? its like they want to say something but its hard to let out. take your time with them, also check out pile 2 if you’d like. anyways though, yeah this person doesn’t like to feel rushed, take it slow with them day by day. i kept feeling this pain in my stomach while writing the letter, then when it came to you i felt happy, i was good. so that should tell you something too, that this person feels whole with you. not gonna lie this pile is confusing in a way..but yeah, give them some time.

ⓒ all credit goes to @spiritualbarbiee please do not copy or steal this post.