She Wakes With A Start To The Sound Of Glass Shattering, Quickly Sitting Up In Bed And Looking Around
she wakes with a start to the sound of glass shattering, quickly sitting up in bed and looking around for simon. he wasn't next to her but the light in the bathroom down the hall was on. was he hurt? is he okay? she pulls on her robe and heads toward the bathroom, seeing that eerily familiar look on his face. her heart sinks. the first time agatha had seen him in this state, she'd run to get johnny, but johnny wasn't here right now.
" si— " no, no no, no. the name had begun to leave her lips but she abruptly stops herself. she's seen the aftermath of saying his name when he was in this state. agatha quickly corrects herself. " ghost? " she calls softly, holding her hands out toward him but not touching him. " ghost, i-it's just me. it's agatha. it's okay, you're okay. i-i'm right here, okay? "

his body always wakes him up at ungodly hours in the morning for normal folk. being on leave didn't take the routine training out of the soldier. forgetting where he was, knowing how to navigate halls he's been in before, right to the bathroom. start the routine. working through it, autopilot.
autopilot until he looked up in the mirror.
the man who stares back causes his chest to seize up. wide deep brown eyes, dirty blond hair growing out, starting to curl. deep bags under his eyes. there's a moment where the image falters, fades into a hollowed out scrawny teenager staring right back.
who are you.
blink once. blink twice.
it's his body - but not his face. god that's not his face. that's simon riley that stares back at the ghost. a man who should be long dead. a man ghost never wants to face. weakness - that's what it is. you're dead. you're no longer here. you can't haunt me any longer. you died. you're dead. dead like everyone else. you died with them. you're dead. you're dead. you're dead.
the venomous rot bubbles up and stings the back of his throat (or is that bile from how sick the visage before him makes him?). he stares at it, that hollow pain reverberating in his chest. the pain that he never could get to leave. there's no ignoring it when it stares back at him. he hates it. he despises it. his hands curl into fists as he watches the face before him twist in such an ugly way. those warm browns go cold, murderous - reflecting hatred and venom. scarred lips curl to reveal his teeth, a snarl reflecting, as if he would rip the throat out of the reflection with his bare teeth. god, how he wishes.
instead - his fist flies before he can think it through. the image cracks, shatters. shards of the mirror start to fall into the sink, and the image is broken before him. it's enough to snap him somewhat out of the spiral. not enough. never enough. he focuses on the blood that slowly drips down the mirror, stares at his arm, covered in tattoos.
who are you?
the question echoes through his mind.
whose arm is that?
his eyes widen, and a cold fear strikes through to his core.
who are you? who are you?
he can't answer.
w h o a r e y o u?
his breath catches, and he stumbles back from the mirror, back hitting the wall of the bathroom. his legs go out from under him and he hits the floor, his hands gripping at his hair, tugging at it, as if it'll get the voice out of his head. as if it'll give him peace. or answers. nothing comes. the world around him starts to waver, spin, spiral.
then comes a voice cutting through.
it starts with a name he doesn't want to hear - but stops.
then his name is spoken.
ghost.
that's right.
he's ghost.
always has been.
always will be.
he takes a moment to breathe. in. hold for five. out. hold for five. repeat. price's words come into his mind, guiding him through the process. pull it together. in. one, two, three, four, five. out. out, two, three, four, five. see? it's coming back now, isn't it ghost?
ghost is stronger than this. ghost has it together. he is ghost. he is ghost.
he pulls his hands from his head, leaning it against the wall and letting out a heavy exhale, keeping his eyes closed. his hands are shaking - he doesn't want to look at them.
his lips finally part, and his voice is hoarse, dry.
“mask.”
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oh, oh thank the gods he's taking her side and seems to understand. she hides against his side, peeking out at the kings' guards from the safety of his cloak. at least... she certainly hopes it's safe here. she'd caught a glimpse of the flag before rushing aboard, but... regardless of who it was, they had to be better than the king, right? agatha wants to believe so. she has to believe so if she wants to leave this place with her sanity intact. she clings to the captain's shirt, hoping, praying to anyone and anything that might be listening to her, that he doesn't turn her over to the guards.
agatha watches as they falter and look amongst each other, trying to decide what to do. the king wouldn't be happy regardless of what happens. she would rather be here, free, than married to him. agatha glances around to the crew now, seeing their hands poised on their weapons, their expressions one of intense determination. they certainly present as a frightening bunch, an entire force to be reckoned with.
with the guards finally relenting and leaving, agatha visibly and audibly relaxes, pushing a heavy sigh past her lips. admittedly, she was afraid a fight would break out and someone could get seriously injured and die. agatha wouldn't be able to live with herself if that was on her conscience.

the faerie lets go of the captain and remains at his side, glancing up now as he speaks to her. she offers a tentative nod, following him as he leads her into the ship. " th-thank you so much for that back there. had the c-circumstances been d-different, i— i-i w-wouldn't even be here, but they aren't, s-so here i am. " she murmurs, her gaze lowering. she fidgets, shifting her weight from one foot to the other. " i-i s-s-suppose now you're wondering why a p-princess would rush onto a p-pirate ship, right? "

Blackthorn, his cloak billowing behind him, reached out to stabilize the young woman as she stumbled into him. As he felt her trembling in his arms, he quickly surveyed the scene unfolding before him: the shouts of the approaching guards, the panic etched on the woman's face, and the urgency in her plea for help. With a firm grip on her shoulders, he turned to confront the oncoming guards, his posture displaying unwavering determination and a willingness to shield the woman from harm.
"Ye heard th' lady," growled Roderick, his voice carrying the authority of a seasoned captain "If ye want her back, ye'll have to go through me." The guards hesitated, their eyes nervously shifting to the crew members now assembling on the ship's deck above. Every pirate peered down with keen interest, their hands poised on weapons, ready to support their captain. Tension hung thick in the air as the guards came to the daunting realization that they were outnumbered and overpowered.

Roderick narrowed his eyes, the steely glint in his gaze conveying a sense of danger as he spoke again. His voice was low and foreboding, each word laced with a cold warning. "I strongly advise ye to reconsider yer actions and retreat before things take a dire turn. She be under me safeguard, and I don't tolerate any form of threat towards those in me care."
Roderick cast a comforting look down at the princess, gently squeezing her shoulder to reassure her. "Don't worry, lass. Ye're safe with me. No one will force ye to do anything against yer will," he said, his voice carrying an air of unwavering determination. The guards hesitated, exchanging uneasy glances as they seemed unsure of how to proceed in the face of the imposing presence of the crew and the fierce determination in Roderick's eyes. Eventually, with a final, reluctant glance at the princess, they slowly backed away, retreating down the dock, acknowledging the futility of their pursuit. The tension in the air lifted as the guards disappeared from view, leaving the princess and her protectors with a sense of relief and triumph.
As they vanished from sight, Roderick shifted his complete focus to Agatha, his expression showing concern and care. "Ye're in a safe place now. Let's go inside and take some time to figure out our next steps."

" well... it is a little warm, but it's okay! " not it isn't, she's suffering already. please pity the poor faerie and give her some ice.
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gasp! cute dog!!! she kneels down, petting the top of his head and giving him chin scratches.

sits. makes a soft little noise - it sounds like he has oinked. evidently he wants something (very likely to be pet). he is a very patient little guy. maybe he should get something (pet).
i don't think i could do mains/affiliates bc i'd just end up adding everyone to the list