Sharing This Here Too

Sharing this here too

I do not usually make posts like this but recently I have seen a lot of content on Instagram, Twitter and I think tiktok too misunderstanding the meaning of intrusive thoughts, which may cause people experiencing them to be upset.

I have tried to shortly explain the difference of impulsive and intrusive and hope it will help people to understand and use the words correctly.

Reblogs are very much appreciated!

i feel like complaining

MAJOR book 6 spoilers???

so. here.

is my dumbass inexperienced html formatting mf (is that even the right word)

the thunder spear speaks so it completely broke it because how tf am i supposed to add it?? twistune dialogue rows (thats what its called. even in battles.) dont have the option to hide text im pretty sure (and if there is, WHERE is the template page explaining how to format ????)

and since ofc the thunder spear doesnt have a PFP its just gonna be broken. so i. changed it to dialogue so i could hide the name and the image but then it pushed out the rest of the dialogue (the not properly formatted text is what it looks like if you dont put it in a table.)

so to fix it i resigned on creating ANOTHER dialogue table so it'd look how its meant to

but that means i kicked out the dialogue into its own thing and now even if you dont view the battle dialogue its just THERE. and. *headbang* oops my bad that somehow didnt occur to me i am an idiot

(ignore that idia and ortho are missing files. also theres an option for overblot=1 and while orthos a phantom i guess itd probably stay in the same category so.. yeah.)

so this is what it looks like now

which is better.

but now it really bothers me. and i dont think theres a way to fix it or remove the other 'battle start' 'after attacking' stuff. trust me, i tried for so long searching the wiki (this was back from the first time i encountered dialogue in battle, which was Vil in Chapter 66 of the tower thing where they attack the titan). but without the table its like the first image of the dialogue. and not adding the dialogue1 = stuff (which is equal to battle start) wont make it disappear.

so. yeah. i knew there was a reason i kept avoiding adding more chapters. because its either difficult or tedious.

anyway if you havent checked in awhile and you probably havent. the wiki has a bunch more of the book 6 chapters

(talking about the upper half) some chapters were missing. some were not. i just added the ones that were missing, and then i reached chapter 67 and gave up (did you know theres like 200+ chapters if you count the subchapters? pain. i managed through 66 because someone did most of tower 2, and i think the PTM parts of tower 3 iirc? which made it more bearable but chapter 67 has nothing LMFAO)

so yeah. wOO.

(i wanted to add more book 6 stuff cause someone started adding more chapters to GloMas which had been missing a lot of chapters for awhile and i got inspired! ..and then immediately hit a motivation killer jeez.)

anyway thanks for listening to me complain. i guess. does anyone even like hearing someone complain?? i just like talking about anything and everything

the mirror and potential (???)

Spoilers for events and all books

yknow the theory that the mirror places students in dorms that would best help their housewarden or something like that? Like ace being a BIG troublemaker, but also someone who wouldnt hesitate to take action against what he views as wrong, and thus helping riddle back onto the right path so to say?

what if in that same way, the mirror chose us because we would be able to provide the most for NRC and its students (and the world ig LMFAO book 7) and help them the most from their troubles that would before likely have killed them?

like. cause. so of course there's the 'for every overblot that's happened from NRC students, we were there' which ofc brings suspicion onto us. But what if it's less that and more that because we were there during their overblot that they survived??

(It's really cold so my hands are stiff and it's hard to type so I'm so sorry if it reads weird)

So canonically we're telling people where to go and what spells to use right? And we know that NRC has a history of not doing well with teamwork or cooperation.

Losing to RSA (I think it was for Spelldrive) for I think almost a hundred years? (People ask where Malleus was. I think they just forgot to invite him LMFAO)

It's mentioned that the Pop Music Club had a bunch of people join but they could never really work together, so everyone eventually left, which left only Lilia, Cater, and Kalim as members.

Ace and Deuce kept getting into arguments during the prologue, despite the consequences that if they didn't get the magestone that they'd get expelled. And they only snapped out of it cause of us. (It is possible that they could've gotten over it in time, but is there not the idea of everyone doing their own thing causing issues? Like, think sports, and imagine no one says they're going to go after the ball. Except they do, so then people just bump into each other. Not good, right?)

The only exception would be where they had a goal where it would be unacceptable to lose (to them at least).

Where it applies: Jack working with ADeuce and the others to stop Savanaclaw's cheating. The Rabbit Run in White Rabbit Fest, although I don't think any of them actually have issues cooperating with people.

Where it does not apply: NRC losing to RSA in the VDC (was it VDC or SDC? I can't remember), although it was close. Losing to RSA in the Harveston Sledathon.

So in my opinion, in some cases we don't really apply because we don't need to be there for things to happen or turn out alright, but it's also that without us that I feel it gets complicated and spirals out of control, because we kind of bring a bunch of people together. Or give people understanding (like Deuce), give Ace shelter. Like, I feel like we're the control that tempers down things that are too harsh, and kind of help people get along. Maybe. Maybe I'm giving us too much credit, haha.

But like, okay, whose going to save the dumbass trio (Ace, Deuce, and Grim) from the Octa Trio?

Also I think the only reason we really were able to 'win' is because we had a connection to Leona, and that connection was because we were there during his overblot, and I guess. Friends?? I don't know why else would you room with someone??

But without us I really doubt anyone in Savanaclaw would particularly care. I mean, Jack might, but he might also view it as 'they deserve it' (yeah cause why put your magic on the line for TEST ANSWERS? that's so extreme for something so little. at least ask for a lifetime of good advice or something??). I honestly can't remember too much of how people reacted during Book 3.

And who knows maybe they could stop Azul without us, but it would also have to go by an entirely different way.

Or in Book 4, Jamil got stopped because Octa Trio was there. But the only reason Octa Trio was there was because of us (and Grim). Otherwise they wouldn't really have had a reason to go check out Scarabia. I mean, they still probably could've visited, but it's also like, for what reason?

I mean I guess they don't really need reasons, (and we know Azul's offering for Jamil to join Octavinelle) but if I were a merman, if I didn't have a good reason, I'd never go to the super duper hot desert. (Like bruh they're just in their suits and I'm just wondering how they aren't burning up like hello???.)

Each dorm has its own kitchen but sometimes they go to the cafeteria kitchen, usually so they don't get seen by their dorm members. So I guess an event where the Octa Trio find out about Kalim acting weird, and giving them reason to check up on what's up, would be if they both ended up going to the kitchen. So in that way probably able to still end up with Octa Trio in Scarabia. But it'd also be a lot more complicated I imagine and a lot of differences with.. maybe more risks?

Maybe I'm just thinking too much of our involvement, because I can't really think of anything we've done to really do something in Book 5, 6, or 7. It feels more like we were there just for the ride, but I mean it'd be unreasonable to think that we could help or connect with everyone, y'know? So I guess that gets a pass.

Because Epel really got it because of the conversation at the beach with Deuce.

Pomefiore grew closer and thus they go after Vil when Book 6.

I mean. I guess it's more that we were a spectator in everything. Saw a bunch of stuff, and therefore understanding the most about everyone.

But huh. Anyway I feel like I lost my point awhile ago. This was just a random thought I had and then I decided to expand on it.

i did an oopsie

okay for some reason i thought this groovy was ROOK reading to the TSUM??

i dont know how i didnt look close enough to notice that hes actually sharing photos of VIL not READING A BOOK? WHAT?? IM SO BLIND OMG

my eyes just zoomed in on that purple book and nothing else istg

saving for general lilia

Spoilers for book 5. i talk about it

was reading the remaining vignettes i have that i never got to to earn as many gems for lilia's banner (im assuming it'll be at least after or on the 6th? cause that's epel's birthday iirc and based on how it was ordered in the 'whats happening in may' thing, that means he and the book 7 update are probably after epel. either after epel or at the same time as epel.)

i dont have that many vignettes so ill probably end up using the few thaumarks i have (i keep running out of thaumarks sob. i have the thing that gives EXP and the vignette exp in dozens but thaumarks are just like 'nahh') to get a bunch of characters' vignette levels up so i can read their vignettes too

and probably do the remaining twistunes i havent. which i havent really done the white rabbit fest twistunes so thats that

and then figuring out which study partner is the closest to finishing all tasks so i can get those gems too

oh and missions too ig which i know theres one for leveling characters to [] and groovifying. because thats what i did when i was trying to get another card. which i regret because it. wasnt even a favorite. but id already committed because i wasnt gonna get those pulls back so i just. kept going.

id probably have so many more pulls if i just. didnt do that.

fhsudifhs

so anyway

(Floyd Labwear) look at him he looks so cute all happy like that

(Silver Labwear) Kalim??? this is not to say that i think kalim has something that makes him sleepy like silver. but i like to be a believer that kalims smarter than he appears to be (but he also has a certain worldview that makes him seem oblivious or dumb. he likes to see the silver lining. but he was also the one in book five to notice vil was going to do something (aka poison neige), because he 'saw a look on vil's face that reminded him of jamil back when...' and im running with that). and ive seen a headcanon of Kalim having dyslexia but nobody really noticed so he always just kinda felt like he was dumb for not getting it when it wasnt his fault. which. i am also running with that. i mean it could totally be because its just this huge block of text thats boring just trying to read it. but still.

oh silver... (dont think about it. they literally thought epel was a spoiled rich boy in like his own labwear vignette i think, just because of how he looks. i wouldnt put much stock in peoples opinions.)

i kind of wonder how silver became a guard or whatever (or will be one. cant remember which it was) for malleus if they can hit at any time. but also malleus doesnt actually need to be protected, so like...

noo precious :(((( (silver. i have something to tell you. doctors can be wrong. and there can also be things that doctors have never discovered.)

his eyes are so prettyyy

anyway im not having high hopes of getting him. (im also gonna get like the key from the. the. the. shop. i dont remember which shop it was but im getting the points to also get that. so thats 40 pulls. and then. then then. i f orgot what a one pull is. uh its 30 i think. so so 48 pulls. ...thats not too many. and im going to pray i get lucky. and if i dont, well tough luck theres no way im gonna muster up 52 pulls out of thin air.)

self indulgent fic

okay. so. you know in my white rabbit fest part 2(?) post (where i showed screenshots of funny and/or notable parts basically)

i went

"I want to write yuu fucking decking him because apparently no one else is"

okay

so

what i didnt say was right after that i wrote it

and honestly its kind of garbage. and it has a bunch of canon dialogue

but

this was the moment i really let go and said whatever i wanted. so it was truly self-indulgent. (i actually got asked if i was gonna make another part to this lmfao. ...actually i got an idea im gonna speedrun part two rq LMFAO)

but anyway i like some of the insults i put in here.

and i like yuu having a spine

so. um.