!!

!!

awe

my internet decided to go wonky. the image sobb

still kinda funny tho

its like (is he bad at driving?)

jumin: No, I can drive.

me: ... oh -

precious jaehee

and heres the photo of the crash

i finally reached it

already forgot what chapters it was but know it was like the last few chapters (SPOILERS)

lets just take a moment and lOOK AT HIM. LIKE HES SO PRETTYYYY and tHAT LITTLE SMILE !!!!

also AWEEE

and look at sad riddle aghh (honestly i don't think i'll ever like hearing full on crying, but the va did a fantastic job. like it wasnt just sniffles it was full on wailing)

like

trey: *saying something*

riddles dialogue box is literally just: *sob*

(anyway the section where we saw riddle's backstory was sad. and i noticed that the boxes where we get his thoughts sometimes cover his mouth so we can't see his expression. maybe it doesnt really mean anything but it felt like something to me)

anyway. you know how i got into twisted wonderland cause i read khr fics where skull was them or something? there was a riddle rosehearts one. and it honestly solidified riddle as one of my favorites before i even knew him

also it makes a lot more sense now (the writer gave him a happy family for one though which awe)

also "...and completely lost track of the time." gave me literal chills

anyway i hate the purple twistunes (sometimes the blue and red ones are trippy when notes are playing at the same time but i got into the habit of 1. listening to the music for guidelines, and 2. noting which color came first so i dont get confused). they're so unreasonably hard sob getting the timing right is hard and the music is a liar because i expect there to be a beat so i hit too early because im listening to the music and its WRONG. so i have to take the music with a grain of salt. listen to it but dont strictly follow it. and really focusing on the white bar but you ever focus so much you stop being able to focus like oh my god i get distracted and i dont know wHY (and thus comes the technique of 'go to the hardest difficulty, beat it, and then go back' or like. at least try it. cause sometimes it makes normal easier???)

if i didnt get all the things for twistunes itd bother me eternally. because rhythm is my jam. but sometimes they're so frustratingly hard cause you have to get like no misses (or no goods and stuff) for easy and normal. and easy is easier but sometimes it just doesnt click with me and aGH.

and im SO thankful that you dont have to get no misses on hard, you just need like ss and stuff which isnt that hard because you can miss a bunch and still get there. but oh my god i remember this time i was so used to it that every mistake i made on hard i just reseted. took a minute to think and realize 'hey wait a second this is hard')

pff.

lOOK AT THE SMILE

anyway i assume riddles mom cant influence him while hes here. does he still live with her? or does he have his own place? but like. if youre so used to following rules set by other people then how do you even live by yourself?

i mean. i guess he kinda took the queen's rules to heart, as familiarity and also something meant to be followed no matter what, because surely if it s a thing that exists, then surely it must be enforced, right? because the queen of hearts was the rightest or something

anyway savanaclaw is next i think. i dont know any of them lmfao

(i just remembered- i think riddle was like genuinely gonna kill ace. he like called on the roses to attack him or something and trey overruled it temporarily by turning it into like cards. oop.)

finished the game

fuck YES

also never seen this screen before

idk what ending to go now

☆〜（ゝ。∂）

(i know its probably not what im thinking cause ive been spoiled the ending n stuff but lmfao)

anyway lmao the animal pic

NOOO

(this is bad end. unknown i want to hit you like gtfo stay away from precious bean aghh)

also rika wtf

why would you say that when you know yoosung cares so much about you that he'd basically do anything??? like for example, cause he wasn't interested in it but he decided to pursue becoming a vet cause rika's dog died, because he wanted to like save all her pets and stuff. (she didn't ask it of him but clearly his world revolves around rika)

*headbang*

this might be my bad cause 1. i was answering notifications less so less opportunities (they were awlays above the min requirement of like 30 something percent i think)

2. i was like switching between pursuing yoosung and zen. i didnt really care what order but i figured by the end itd choose and then id do it and whatever remained id do after. i also didnt really pay attention to how many hearts i got so maybe i didnt get enough either?

aghhhhh i hate the bad end screen so much. reading the conversation i got literal chills like 'nOO. NOT AGAIN' and i was like '...surely its not a bad end because it hasn't ended yet' and i just had to sit in that dread for awhile before i got a ping and a yoosung story mode. haha. sure know what thats probably about.

so.

MHA Vigilantes spoilers (Chapter 64)

okay so. i forgot to talk about it here (which is weird because i should be talking about all things fandom here)

but.

It was very sad. Like you know during the fight where Oboro.. and Aizawa. And Aizawa's like taking down the guy, you know, I can't really remember now. but.

You hear words of encouragement come from Oboro's speakers. Like 'You can do this Shouta! I believe in you!'

And then when it was over. Aizawa was just like 'where's oboro?'

and then its just.

'hes dead.'

and hes just like 'what? no... but i. heard him...'

'you were hearing things'

'no. thats not..' *denial*

sees him dead

*TRAUMA*

and its just oh....

he was already dead. so it was all in his head. but like..

what the fuck man :(((

i bet it felt so much different before we knew oboro was kurogiri? cause i cant remember if it was explained in the actual main manga but in the anime it pulled some stuff from the vigilantes manga

but so imagine before that reveal. we dont know oboro is dead but he seems like a chill dude. so we're also in that state of denial like 'what?'

AND HES JUST GONE

(also im. weirdly noticing parallels with naruto?? huh.

aizawa / oboro (fucking crushed. ouch. brainwashed)

kakashi / obito (got crushed too??? i have not actually seen naruto but im pretty sure he was manipulated and had a seal on his heart so like--)

man why cant best friends stay best friends (i mean kakashi and obito weren't close i don't think. but idk man nothing like building bonds out of shared trauma and life or death situations)

(anyway i don't think a lot of people read the vigilantes manga, but in it is included like Aizawa's backstory-ish? With Oboro and Yamada and stuff. or maybe they just read it for aizawa. idk)

it wasnt like a weird hallucination i swear

like THATS SUCH A SAD WAY TO DO IT THOUGH.

getting encouragement from your dead friend: I CAN DO THIS

realizing that friend is actually dead: .....oh......

anyway confirmation that he hears voices sometimes /hj

alternatively. oh god imagine he could hear dead people though?

and then oboro's voice gets silenced because he becomes a nomu (or has nothing to say, or the medium he speaks through is gone or revealed that it wasnt possible so it isnt)

i think that could become a fic. honestly.