The Cat Waits Clawlessly

The cat waits clawlessly

It barks like a dog and is loyal like one too

But the cat has no fangs

Fruitlessly forever fighting

To think it was you

This blob of a cat casts a big shadow, no land unknown

Stay away from the large cat as it warms you

You may love it but it doesn't love you

It's heartless as a facade

Several years, several months

All passed, all coming

The present rushes to the ocean

The start runs from the river

The finale settles in the forest

So you decided to come back

Rushing and turning

Was it worth it?

Or did you ever leave?

Momma never wanted a son

I've tried so hard but I'm not the son she wanted

Isn't it funny how life turns out like that?

I wasn't meant to be born a boy

Yet I feel as though I should be blessed

I've got looks that can kill

And a body that doesn't get fat

And yet,

And yet it doesn't feel like it's my body

Am I beautiful or is he beautiful?

Could I have been better?

I've failed on a fundamental level

But when you're at rock bottom

There's only one way left to go

Maybe one day though.

Tarot cards and flower pods skimming through the sea

Slashing away at what the heart can't see

I wonder will they dream of me?

Following footsteps of the fauna

Liberating the Luna stares

Judging with its eyes of darts

The pain of a snake's venom pierces my back

The darts were poisoned

And dare I say, I've lost my track

Soon the thunder will come to wash the rain from the skies

Parting the seas for the planet to feel

I sold you my soul, now will you sell me mine?

Crystalization of what could've been

Stagnant the heart stays beating

Maybe if I was better I could've learned

Been someone else

A star, a bird

The city lights cascade down on me

It's ember burning me, fueling me

Your lips are stationary without satisfaction

The fragrance still as the day we met.

Im a 16 lover and a 1 point gun

Got a head full of lead and I don't want fun

Feeling like a million dollars but I ain't got one

Fools pride hangs sharp as a stone

Write my name and remember me softly

I'm leaving swiftly, don't need you with me

See you in the other life, in another time

Maybe then we'll be better off on our own