I Havent Seen My Gym Crush (WOAH A REAL MAN????) In A Week Now Im Getting Separation Anxiety

gym crush I think I’m mentally ill and I’m not saying it to be funny I gen think I may be a bit insane….. it’s really bad bc every time I have a crush I obsess over them so much to the point it distracts me from my studies and life some shit called limerence yeah that exactly that. I’m not proud of it also bc the amount of information I found out abt him is concerning but then again it was on the internet public info so uhh technically it was bound to be discovered I also put a picture of our faces next to each other and I think we make the cutest couple eva 😋😋