The Way The Euphoria Immediately Ended When She Said I Had Lice

The way the euphoria immediately ended when she said I had lice

Me: *Watching personal attention ASMR*

ASMR lady: Im the school nurse and im gonna check you for lice

Me: ☺️☺️

ASMR lady: You have lice

Me: 😱😱

Secret blog late night confessions (TW physical abuse and religious trauma)

While watching a show, I asked my mom if girls could marry girls (excited by that idea), where she grabbed me by the shoulders and said no its an abomination

Around (5?) I was talking to my best friend E, and we admitted to liking each other, and shared our first kiss under my aunts rose bush.

I left and told my mom because I was excited, she told her mom. My mom beat the shit out of me, saying it was wrong for girls to kiss each other, and we both had to listen to them scold us about religion for twenty minutes.

Then in middle school. People where talking about who they wanted to marry and the genders they wanted to be. the teacher was telling us were not alone in our identities.

I say I wanna marry a girl because theyre prettier and i went to where i was staying with my foster dad

and he goes "so your a faggot?"

"whats a faggot?"

"Go ask your teacher and tell them if you are to let us know so we can get rid of you."

I asked the teacher what a faggot was because my foster dad told me ask and the teacher got so sad

anyways after that everything i did brought up the question if i was a dirty faggot queer as if it was a shameful thing ti have over my head

Secret blog late night confessions (TW physical abuse and religious trauma)

While watching a show, I asked my mom if girls could marry girls (excited by that idea), where she grabbed me by the shoulders and said no its an abomination

Around (5?) I was talking to my best friend E, and we admitted to liking each other, and shared our first kiss under my aunts rose bush.

I left and told my mom because I was excited, she told her mom. My mom beat the shit out of me, saying it was wrong for girls to kiss each other, and we both had to listen to them scold us about religion for twenty minutes.

i want to kiss everything on you illuminated by the glimpses of moonlight

To be understood in the dark