P.u.n.k Girl!!

p.u.n.k girl!!

summary: the times you have while dating ellie

wc: 1.1k

a/n: based off the amazing song "p.u.n.k girl" by heavenly! i recommend it a lot!!

p is for the painful way she makes me feel some days.

fighting with ellie wasn't all that common. the two of you were exceptionally good at communicating, opting to talk through problems before going into a full-fledged fight. but there were just some days when ellie woke up with a short fuse. she tried to distance herself during those days, feeling awful for even doing that, but today you wouldn't let her have time to herself to decompress.

she had snapped at you after you continued to be clingy. ellie has asked you to give her just a tiny bit of space. you clambered off of her arm and she felt her body relax. this was all she wanted. when she felt the air suddenly shift, though, that's when she knew she completely fucked up. her eyes trailed over to yours, ready to apologize for her outburst, when she noticed the tears springing to your eyes.

 ellie hated when you cried. it made her feel like a complete and total bitch. when your bottom lip started wobbling she knew she had to get over her mood to comfort you no matter what.

you would push her but it wasn't enough to actually move her, "i thought you wanted to be alone!"

ellie's hand would smooth over your hair whispering apologies. you would try to fight it for a couple more minutes but finally, you would relax into her touch. tears would drip from your eyes onto her sweatshirt.

god, she hated when you cried. it made her heart clench in her chest.

"i'm sorry baby," she kissed the crown of your head, "shouldn't have snapped like that."

u is for utopia, the other times with her.

ellie held the spoon to your lips, which you opened with no hesitation. the smooth caramel flavor of the ice cream hit your tongue causing you to exclaim in approval. your eyes were wide as you looked at her. 

"fuckin' awesome, right?" she looks proud of her ice cream selection. her spoon dips into the bowl again to get a scoop for herself. 

the ice cream parlor was dead except for the two of you. it was the dead of winter with snow twirling around outside. the both of you were bundled up. it made no sense to be here at this time. 

the worker looked at you like you guys needed to be locked up in an asylum, but you didn't care.

ice cream was always welcome.

you take a bit of your brownie-flavored ice cream, "next time we come here i'm getting your flavor. that shit is awesome."

she smiles, "wanna come again tomorrow?"

you could almost hear the worker's eyes rolling.

n is for the new-wave dreams she had back in her teens.

ellie has all of her old school projects spread out on her bed, a cheesy smile gracing her lips as she looks at them. they were mostly to do with space. you wondered if that's all she kept. there was one book report but it was crinkled off to the side, it looked as if she had shoved it in the bottom of her closet. the rest were her pristine condition poster boards explaining the galaxies and solar systems.

"whaddya think?" she is nearly bouncing with excitment as her hand touches a random part of the poster board.

you fall over, nuzzling her neck to stifle a chuckle, "god, why are you so cute?"

she grabs your shoulders, pulling you back and shaking you, "cute?! cute..!!!" her voice growls as she strains it, "i'm so not cute..."

you laugh at the pout that replaces the smile, "you are actually pouting right now. you are so cute."

ellie crosses her arms, "you are cuter. like by 100 times- no, like, 300 times!"

you roll your eyes, focusing back on the poster boards, "why did you do so many on space? i knew you liked it but they are the only ones you kept." you notice her pushing the book report off of the bed.

nerd.

ellie leans against the wall, her arms falling in her lap, "i wanted to work at NASA. well, i knew i wasn't smart enough for NASA or close enough to them but i wanted to do something similar. so, i focused on science fairs and stuff like that. i hoped i would get noticed by an organization."

your chest swells. you would do anything to go back in time so you could see teenage ellie putting her entire effort into the science fairs. you could imagine her winning, a goofy smile going over her freckled face. you wondered if she jumped up and down before she retrieved an award or if she tried to be calm. you bet she poured her entire attention over these projects, neglecting everything else. that was the ellie style.

joel had to have been so excited when she would come home with new awards. he was always so proud of her.

"my little space girl." ellie beams at that nickname. 

k is for the kid in her.

ellie weaves in and out of the crowd that's separating her from her favorite thing. she has a red backpack bouncing on her back and she can faintly hear you yelling, 'god, els! wait up!' but there was only one objective on her mind.

beat the little snotty kids in front of her so she could be in the first row to see the dinosaur animatronics. it was a new attraction that had come to your city and when you surprised her with tickets she almost passed out. ellie didn't let go of you for hours after. she would say 'thank you, baby' every couple minutes as she planted little kisses on your neck.

she had been anticipating this for weeks, and no crotch goblin was gonna take her spot. there were only a couple more kids she had to pass to be the first person. she slowed her full bolt to a speed walk now as she noticed the mothers giving her a nasty look.

she felt your hand on her bare shoulder, "jesus! you are fucking fast."

ellie still has her eyes on the front of the line but she does slow down a little bit more so your legs could keep up, "i gotta get up front."

your chuckle makes her smile. she loves that sound, "els, you are like a foot taller than most of these kids. you will be able to see."

you were right. she knew you were right.

but her legs kept their pace.

she had to see the dinosaurs up close.

Hi, can I be added to the Falling in love at the coffee shop taglsit plz. Really enjoy your writing

yes of course! <33

i just saw ur post so i’m re-requesting an ellie fic (modern) based on the song she knows it by maggie lindermann <3

summary: ellie knows she shouldn't be flirting with you like this, but she doesn't really care

wc: 503

a/n: thank you for re-requesting lol! so sorry this got deleted :(

ellie was staring at you, you could feel her eyes on you. the guy you were seeing currently, josh, was laughing at some stupid tik tok while shoving fries into his mouth. he had barely even interacted with you the whole time you were sitting there. he wasn't even giving you the time of day right now and to ellie that was almost criminal.

but to you, that was just josh. he was dopey but he was at least kind to you (when he paid any attention to you). you look over at ellie and she gestures for you to come over to where she was.

"josh," he didn't look up from his phone but hummed to acknowledge you, "my friend, she's looking over here so i'm gonna go say hello to her. i'll be real quick."

"hmm." was his response. you didn't take it to heart. or at least you tried to convince yourself you didn't.

the seat skidded across the cafeteria floor making a nasty sound before you made your way over to ellie.

you couldn't even sit down before she was making a snide remark, "are the fries that good? he hasn't even looked at you." you roll your eyes at her while sitting down.

"that's just josh, els." she leans back in her seat, tapping the table with her hands before sitting back up straight. she leans her head against her hands.

"if i was in his position, i'd stare at you for hours. you are too pretty for him," you try to ignore the heat that's both blooming in your face and abdomen at her words, "let me show you how a real partner is supposed to be."

her hand reaches out to grab yours but you jerk it away. you flitter your eyes over to josh but he didn't notice anything. his eyes were still glued on his stupid phone. irritation started to build while you continued to gaze at him. he really didn't care, did he? all that mattered were those stupid fries and his phone.

your eyes go back over to ellie who has a smug look on her features. she leans back in, "he wouldn't even notice. we could probably fuck in front of him and he wouldn't-"

you smack at her arm, standing up abruptly, "it will never happen, williams."

ellie stands up alongside you, tilting her head to the side cockily, "never say never. i know that look on your face," she gestures to the way your face is red and eyebrows pinched, "when the day comes and you realize josh is an idiot, you know where to find me, baby."

ellie grabs her bag with a smirk before she brushes past you. when she passes josh she greets him to which he greets back excitedly.

it was almost laughable with what she just said to you.

you didn't know why your heart was pounding like this or why you couldn't take your eyes off of her back as she walked away.

im so obsessed wit ur writing for reals

thank you so much! it means a lot to get these type of messages <33

hey! would you be open to writing dark!ellie? i have a small idea abt a smut fic if you’re interested

im not too sure about dark!ellie tbh my smut skills are not very good to begin with LMFAOOO i feel like i would do a disservice to your idea! im so sorry !!

ugh im trying to finish up monster mash rn but i have no idea in what direction to go in... writers block hitting hard today everybody