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just saw a video called "Queers for Palestine’ receive a ‘reality check’ following social media post".

here are some of the comments:

[Image ID: user @/xeero24 said "Queers for Palestine should go to Palestine and see how much they love them.". /.End ID

[Image ID: User @/stevendalzell5547 said "I saw lots of Palestinian flags during the pride marches in June. It's unbelievable what people will support when there's a bandwagon on the loose.". /.End ID]

[Image ID: User @/spharion1941 said "Every queer who defended Palestine should be immediately taken and left there for 3 (three) months.". /.End ID]

[Image ID: Youtube User @/Alla_M22 saying "Queer's for Palestine will never not be hysterical". @/vid7850 replied with "AGREED 100% (one hundred percent) LMAO!". @/robinlee8528 replied "So true!!". @/jonjacobjingleheimerschmid3798 said "Laugh my azz (ass) off every time I think of those "flying" fairies.. Definitely not ashamed of

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what the fuck?

This is not about LGBTQ+ rights! This is about Palestinian Genocide! I understand that LGBTQ+ rights are just as important, but there are hundreds of people dying in Palestine right now! This is about how we failed as a humanity and trying to fix it! No one is mentioning the thousands that were slaughtered in Palestine for existing! How about instead of wasting your time by typing out these useless comments, you think about the children, the mothers, the fathers, the siblings, and the family that are dying!

the queers clearly have better hearts than you do! They have more empathy! They're more forgiving than you ever will! You're all saying stupid comments, saying how the queers don't know who they're supporting, but they do! They all do! They know how badly they're treated, how they were killed, yet they're STILL supporting Palestine!

The QUEERS are supporting PALESTINE because it's the right thing to do! They understand that not everyone is out to get them, and they're standing up for what's right unlike YOU!

They are putting aside their differences because they know what it's like to suffer! The QUEERS will support PALESTINE until their last breath! They have a heart and soul! And the AUDACITY of you people to insult the queers that were killed! The AUDACITY to insult the Palestinians that didn't want to die!

not only that, but they all act like it isn't the same around the world.

HOMOPHOBIA EXISTS EVERYWHERE! It exists all around the world, and you cannot just blame the country for it. No one is completely innocent. But blaming it on a country that's suffering? Disgusting.

So, personally, fuck you, burn in hell.

Long Live Palestine! Long Live LGBTQ+! And long live the people who know what's right!

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Anyone else that sees this, reblog if you can!

TW - mentions of death, small mention of suicide and running away, bullying, rotting, sadistic and abusive behavior

OMG THIS IS LITERALLY MY NIGHTMARE not literally there's a few differences! The only way he'd ever ACTUALLY be 'happy' for once is if he dies or if Dream gets out of his life for good! Not in the sense that Dream dies, no. If Dream ever died and his soul, the last golden apple, was permanently destroyed and dusted, Nightmare would have a really, really bad panic attack. Both from emotional issues and the lack of positivity that affects the balance. Picture that one scene from Avatar: The Last Airbender, where Azula starts sobbing after being defeated (link). He'd start sobbing and screaming and, since the balance is even more unstable, he'd start to slowly fade away in an agonizing death.

Despite it all, he's just a child that wanted love. A really fucked up child, sure, but he didn't know any better. Lack of guidance and parental figures scarred him. He leeched onto people who showed even the slightest care for him, fake or not. Dream, in the past, was his only source of hope. So, if Dream died, he'd panic and die.

If Dream were just away from Nightmare, however, things would be different.

Similar to the legend I reblogged (@signanothername), my Nightmare is obsessed with Dream. Nightmare thinks that Dream is the source of their suffering, and it would be better if they never existed. So, this has two endings.

Let's go under the assumption everyone left Nightmare; Killer left with Color, Dust and Horror went somewhere else (maybe they went with Swap? I'm still thinking about it), and Nightmare's just abandoned.

You see, my Nightmare had abandonment issues. BAD abandonment issues. In my AU and multiverse, he always latched onto people who showed even a hint of loyalty and affection. He's like a leech. So, when those people leave, he's left in confusion.

Poor baby doesn't know what love is or how to show it :[

He's been abused his whole life, he's become quite sadistic. Being raised in such an abusive environment, he's 'learned' that violence is normal behavior.

He'd have a panic attack, not as severe as if Dream died, and he'd probably just sulk in his castle. He'd probably stay isolated, never going outside. I like to imagine that his body would slowly start to rot and grow moss on it with the amount of negative emotions being overwhelming for him. If Nightmare was left alone without anyone, he'd be swirling in confusion that he'd start to kill himself from the inside.

That's what would happen if Nightmare was abandoned and left alone. But, what if it wasn't like that? What if Dream just left him alone for good?

well, at first... he'd probably die.

he's spent so long searching for Dream, attacking him, and the thought of Dream just leaving him... hurts. He's always gotten negative attention, he's thought that negative attention is better than no attention. he needs Dream. He gave him a purpose.

so, first reaction, his body would probably try to self-destruct.

However, if he lives through that part, he'd probably try to slow adjust. With nothing to do, he'd probably go back to old hobbies from the past, probably reading, learning languages, making up his own languages, and doing things he probably should've done when he was a kid.

honestly, with the head trauma he faced, he'd probably start to become childish. of course, he was childish by thinking with his heart instead of his head, but this would be more of an age regression. He'd probably need a person to help him mentally. I'd like to imagine Killer, saying he stuck around the longest, but I dunno-

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if Nightmare died, he'd smile at it.

all the trauma and suffering would be over.

he'd smile at Dream's tears and think about how pathetic they are. Yeah, he'd prefer dying with Dream than anyone else.

After all, if Dream starts crying at his death, Nightmare didn't lose, it's a draw.

im curious, do you think nightmare could have a happy ending? Maybe not a typical one, but just a quiet painless moment before death where he can feel at least a little happy? I dunno

I love your inerpritatiom of him so much. Hes like a little wet rag full of trauma (affectionate)

Y’know I actually think about this nonstop

Like can my Nightmare actually have a happy ending? When he’s just doomed to repeat the same mistakes over and over without taking a step back to look at himself and his actions?

And well, i love the fact you said he wouldn’t have a typical happy ending, cause that’s exactly how i see it

The thing is, when it comes to his relationship with Dream, I think it’s a bit on the doomed side, where the possibility of them to reconcile and find common ground is there, but both of them are too blinded by their pain to truly settle down and talk it out like adults (even when Dream tries to talk to Nightmare, it always escalates to them fighting, whether physically or verbally, and it’s not always Nightmare that’s in the wrong, sometimes it’s Dream in the wrong, and other times both of them can be in the wrong for one reason or another, but the result is the same with them just fighting, that’s why they usually end up staying silent whenever they’re in the same place and they’re not fighting each other, they simply keep each other company without a word)

So when it comes to the twins they’re too broken, and their relationship is too scarred for the both of them to truly heal together

So if anything, I think Nightmare is only going to heal if he just finds a life that isn’t revolved around Dream at all, and yeah, that’s kinda fucked up, but sometimes, you can’t be happy unless you’re far away from that family, where they’re out of sight and out of mind

And don’t get me wrong it isn’t cause Dream is a bad brother at all, it’s more cause Nightmare’s pain is mostly around the apple incident and his twin, so for him to actually finally heal, he needs to let go of the obsession of getting the final apple and the obsession of how Dream must have been the main reason for his pain somehow, and he can’t let go of that obsession, unless Dream’s somewhere far away from where he is, somewhere unreachable

That’s where the 500 years of Dream in stone comes in, I like to think that Nightmare was actually mostly chill during that period, not saying he wasn’t spreading negativity at all, but he was too traumatized and too busy wanting to move on and finding a future for himself that he wasn’t too bad, but once he settled down his mind started catching up to him and instead of chasing a future away from his pain, his mind instead got back to become stuck in the past and all he’s reminded of is the pain he went through, and he definitely wasn’t at all happy, but even then, i’d still say he was peaceful in his own way

But when Dream got free? Yeah every little ounce of pain, trauma, bad and good memories came crashing down and well, Nightmare, the being who acts on emotions more than brain just immediately goes nuts

Enter: mean girl bitchmare

And well, i think it’s kinda obvious how it goes, Nightmare’s behavior just gets worse and worse as the time goes on with every time he gets to see Dream’s face (to Nightmare, it’s the only reminder left for him about the abuse he went through)

That being said, the only happy ending Nightmare could truly have is if Dream just was far away, not dead, never dead, just… far far away

But i can also see the possibility of Nightmare finding peace in the very last moments of his life had he died, but only if he gets to die within Dream’s arms, cause whether he finds happiness with Dream far away or not, a buried part of Nightmare still loves Dream deep inside, and Nightmare would perfer to die within the arms of the only person who ever truly cared about him, than die all alone without someone to whisper reassurances as he faces his fear of death

And hey, a part of Nightmare smiles in sadistic glee at Dream’s tears as he holds his corpse :)

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