SOBRA.

SOBRA.

Reciprocated man o hindi, sooooobrang sarap magmahal. Sabi nga ni Paulo Coelho, "Those who love expecting to be loved are wasting their time. Love is an act of faith, not an exchange."  Ang sarap lang sa pakiramdam kapag nasa verge ka na ng pag-amin sa kaniya, yung tipong isang mahinang bulong na lang, bibigay ka na. Sabay susubukan mong pigilan, pero lalo lang mahuhulog ang loob mo sa kaniya. Literal na breathtaking.  Salamat sa Diyos at nasuklian naman yung feelings ko para sa kaniya. Pero kung hindi man ganun ang nangyari, hindi pa din ako mananawang magmahal. :D

Ang sarap sa pakiramdam ma-in love, ano? :)

Modular Succulents by Manda Townsend

my ultimate goal is to be at peace with myself, eliminate toxic feelings and elements and energies from my life, unlearn negative and harmful practices and thought patterns, stop checking for people that don’t check for me, create a space for myself that is nurturing for growth so that i may generate loving energy for myself and for others, nourish my spirit and balance my energies, i have big dreams and i deserve to live a life i love and let that love radiate

I spend half of my energy falling for you and the other half trying not to tell you about it. I pick up my phone and type out the messages, but I edit them away until you would never know how fast my heart was beating when I wrote them. “you’re perfect” becomes “hey” “i want you more than anyone else” become “not much, you?” “oh my god you make my heart feel like it’s exploding out of my chest and you’re so beautiful it hurts” becomes “haha” And I tell you I have to go when it all becomes too much to hold in. I stare at the ceiling and mouth “I love you” until I am sated, until I can trust myself not to say it for just a little while.

Hiding my heart (via iamunheardd)