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Lakes, Talks, And Tears
Lakes, talks, and tears
Genre: Angst
Warnings: Nagito being an ass
Nagito x gn reader
“I’m tired of this Komaeda”
You breathed out a voice shaking with each word as you hugged yourself a small whimper escaped your lips pathetically.
“You're the one who insisted on coming here with me nobody forced you, least of all me” his voice laced with bitterness, it almost seemed to hold a certain blankness to it.
Not wasting another breath on you, he continued the path that outstretched around the lake. Your head snapped up as you ran up beside him desperately trying to get him to look, even glance at you, anything if he could just treat you with the kindness of sparing you a second glance.
“Why can’t you even look at me!” you shouted but anger was completely devoid of your tone just an unhinged desperateness lacing your voice. Your eyebrows knitted together as you attempted to talk to him.
He gave you a blank stare meeting your glassy eyes, he could practically see the pleading look in your pupils.
His cold expression nearly cut through you, leaving a bitter taste in your mouth and the clawing feeling of being torn apart from the inside.
“What did I do to you! Why do you hate me so much? I just want to be enough for you yet you always seem so distant around me.”
You could no longer look him in the eyes you caved in, your trembling eyes meeting the cold pavement once again, as you spoke your voice slowly vanished into a hushed whisper as you tried to grasp the emotions inside you.
There were too many to handle at once. A stabbing anxiety in your stomach, a choked sob that rested in the back of your throat as a tight knot overcomes your ability to speak.
Almost as if his stern glare was enough to suffocate you, alone. Again he stared you down harshly with the same unimpressed expression held around you.
“I don’t have time to waste on reserve course students like you, I didn’t ask you to follow me around you know.” he practically spat, again brushing you off as he continued walking. As he walked away you could hear him speak out to you
“Why do you even try?”
You took a big breath before calling out to him “
Because I’m in love with you!” suddenly he stopped and you froze in place, legs shaking as your stomach tossed and turned, crawling with the feeling of sickness. Nagito turned to you from where he was.
“I wouldn’t go out with someone like you” he said slowly before turning once again. Leaving you helplessly standing by yourself as the world spun around you your vision stayed focused on the ground beneath you.
Your lip trembled but no other part of your body would move, it felt like hours until you finally moved.
Releasing a sob from your throat, you stood there wanting nothing more than for the ground to swallow you up whole.
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A/n: It's late and I had a long flight today but I hope this works, thank you for requesting anon <3
Genre: Fluff, Headcannons
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When cuddling he usually prefers the couch because he likes to watch movies sometimes while cuddling with you
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Ft: Adam, Jonah, Mark, Cesar
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Mark:
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He also probably makes eye contact with the dentist the whole time
Mf likes cool ranch Doritos fight me
He doesn't like corn but like just when it's the individual pieces he will eat it and only eat it on the cob
He's probably has seen every single fast and furious movie
Cesar:
Is a very picky eater
He actually likes the brown sugar pop tarts (I’m so sorry)
His favorite show growing up was Jimmy neutron
Really likes friends, hes really invested
Has a different specifically colored toothbrush for every month (red for October blue for December etc.)
He had a fnaf phase 100%
Vol.2
Jonah:
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He was the type of person to just randomly yell at people in the hallways in middle school
He LOVES Gordon Ramsay
He made Adam binge all of hell's kitchen with him for the thirteenth time
He was that one kid who one a race in third grade and never let it go
Like that’s how he pooled all the girls, by winning that race
Certified frat boy
Adam:
He wears Nike shoes nothing else he only has one pair of shoes
He goes to Starbucks only for the cake pops
He was a theater kid in school
He secretly loves Disney movies, his favorite is beauty and the beast
Literally has wheelies attached to his shoes at all times
He really likes asparagus don’t ask me why he just dose
Watches the office a lot
Has beef with Mario for some reason, he’ll be at game-stop with Jonah staring down the Mario display
YOU ARE FUNNY DW anyway also whats tour favourite flower
Thank you thank you bestie much appreciated 🙏
I really like roses pretty basic but I also like bluebells ^^