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Lakes, Talks, And Tears

Lakes, talks, and tears

Lakes, Talks, And Tears

Genre: Angst

Warnings: Nagito being an ass

Nagito x gn reader

Lakes, Talks, And Tears

“I’m tired of this Komaeda”

You breathed out a voice shaking with each word as you hugged yourself a small whimper escaped your lips pathetically.

“You're the one who insisted on coming here with me nobody forced you, least of all me” his voice laced with bitterness, it almost seemed to hold a certain blankness to it.

Not wasting another breath on you, he continued the path that outstretched around the lake. Your head snapped up as you ran up beside him desperately trying to get him to look, even glance at you, anything if he could just treat you with the kindness of sparing you a second glance.

“Why can’t you even look at me!” you shouted but anger was completely devoid of your tone just an unhinged desperateness lacing your voice. Your eyebrows knitted together as you attempted to talk to him.

He gave you a blank stare meeting your glassy eyes, he could practically see the pleading look in your pupils. 

His cold expression nearly cut through you, leaving a bitter taste in your mouth and the clawing feeling of being torn apart from the inside.

“What did I do to you! Why do you hate me so much? I just want to be enough for you yet you always seem so distant around me.”

You could no longer look him in the eyes you caved in, your trembling eyes meeting the cold pavement once again, as you spoke your voice slowly vanished into a hushed whisper as you tried to grasp the emotions inside you.

There were too many to handle at once. A stabbing anxiety in your stomach, a choked sob that rested in the back of your throat as a tight knot overcomes your ability to speak.

Almost as if his stern glare was enough to suffocate you, alone. Again he stared you down harshly with the same unimpressed expression held around you.

“I don’t have time to waste on reserve course students like you, I didn’t ask you to follow me around you know.” he practically spat, again brushing you off as he continued walking. As he walked away you could hear him speak out to you

“Why do you even try?” 

You took a big breath before calling out to him “

Because I’m in love with you!” suddenly he stopped and you froze in place, legs shaking as your stomach tossed and turned, crawling with the feeling of sickness. Nagito turned to you from where he was.

“I wouldn’t go out with someone like you” he said slowly before turning once again. Leaving you helplessly standing by yourself as the world spun around you your vision stayed focused on the ground beneath you.

Your lip trembled but no other part of your body would move, it felt like hours until you finally moved.

Releasing a sob from your throat, you stood there wanting nothing more than for the ground to swallow you up whole. 

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