He Got Very Wet~ Mmmm~

He got very wet~ mmmm~

Caby is clingy when scared

Wish that was me

he he just like me fr ! 😻😋

Nvm

I feel dead inside again

I have harmed myself again and let blood drip onto a drawing, sooooo yeah, kill me please

GOOD NEWS

I am feeling a bit better, still depressed but better

Im still afraid that it might return but that's a problem for future me to deal with

Right now I'm gonna try to be happy

Pal you okay? Just checking in to see.

Haha Nope, I have fallen apart

One of the many things that I hate about myself is that, I feel guilty when I blame someone who loves me, for hurting me, like, someone who has been there for you and loves you, someone that's hurting you and they don't realize and you don't realize, and when you do, you just deny it, you tell yourself that it's not them, but after thinking you realize that they are one of the reasons why you are like this, why you feel like this, and it hurts, you don't want to accept it cause you feel guilty blaming someone who has been there for you and has sacrificed many things for you, it hurts... But I need to accept the facts, I need to tell them... But I'm scared of how they will react, will they be understanding or mad and try to blame someone else? Who knows ... But, at least I know one of the reasons why I'm depressed...

I wish I wasn't like this... And yet, I am...

IT IS THE FUCKING SPOOKY MONTH

AAHAHAHAHAHAHA FUCK YEAH! SCARY TIME! SCARY MOVIES! SCARY COSTUMES! SCARY PLACES! SCARY CUDDLES! SCARY MEMORIES OF THE PAST THAT HAUNT YOU! YEAHH SPOOKY MONTH MOTHERFUCKERS