I Have 7 Scorpio Placements In My Natal Chart And I Can Sense Lies From A Mile Away. I Also Have A Taurus

I have 7 Scorpio placements in my Natal Chart and I can sense lies from a mile away. I also have a Taurus stellium which implies that not only do I have zero tolerance for lies, but I also thrive at finding them out. You lie, you die bitch. I don't give second chances to people. Come clean is all I say. Don't try to outsmart me because I know what's up with your lying ass. If I find you lying (which btw, I will) for futile, petty shit, you lose all my respect. And as a consequence, I will cut you off because I don't like an unequal give and take. Don't mess with me because I always know what's up. I see through a web of lies. Kind of a blessing as well as a curse, I'm not complaining though.

A Letter to my unrequited love - II

{Confessions of a scorpio moon}

You'd dump your trauma on me and I'd take it all happily, thinking it'd help you feel better, lighter. I thought you deserved to feel the happiest. And I'd easily swap your pain with the rare moments of joy I managed to feel. I stayed up at nights listening to you vent about your failed relationships, madly in love with you, shattering silently on the floor of my bedroom, ignoring my pain and paying heed to yours. You always came first, right? You were so dreamy, how could anyone ever hurt you? It felt absolutely cruel. I wanted to nurse your wounds and it was honestly too late when I realized that I was burning myself all throughout to warm you up. I didn't stop though. Why would I? You were someone I'd never want to lose. You made me feel wanted for a short amount of time. Your scraps of love and attention made me feel like a queen. I felt so loved. It touched my heart. No one ever expressed that kind of love to me before. I didn't even love myself half as much as I loved you. I was trained to be a giver, to cater to everyone else's needs and the same pattern unfolded here. You kept depleting me of the little love I had and I didn't mind it. We both would pour our love into you and I'd watch you bloom. You'd give your love to everyone except me. I wanted to claim a piece of your love. Your time. Your attention. I wanted to talk to you. I wanted to go deep into your psyche to understand and explore every bit of you. Everything you did made me fall for you harder and harder. It seemed to me like you enjoyed hurting me. Making me wait. Watching me get jealous. Triggering my childhood wounds. You'd feel cocky and arrogant knowing I was so desperate to talk to you. I'd sacrifice my self-respect and initiate a conversation all the time. You'd play it cool. You were cool. But you were cold. And distant too. You often called me names, insulted me and made me feel like trash. You didn't hesitate to walk all over me or use me like your punchbag. You took your anger out on me and I took the abuse not knowing how to pull myself out of the mess I got into.

I have spent sleepless nights trying to figure out why I wasn't enough. I questioned my worth several times. I never felt like I could match up to you. I could never meet you up there. The more I loved you, the more I began to hate myself. I didn't love myself even half as much as I loved you. It didn't make sense to me. But I didn't care. Until you broke my heart. Brutally. You stabbed my back with a smile on your face. Damn, your smile. It melted my broken heart. I couldn't bring myself to hate you. But I had to. I had to do something about it. I had nothing left. I felt hopeless and powerless. It was the last straw that broke the camel's back. Had it been a little sooner, I wouldn't have to move mountains to heal myself. Maybe it'd come easy.

Thank you for being the braver one among the two of us. One of us had to do it. One of us had to break my heart. Thankyou for leaving me broken. I've built it stronger this time. Don't bother knocking on the door. You're not welcome.

-R

I’m starting to run out of things to write about you. It’s bittersweet. On one hand, I think that means I’m over you. But on the other, I think that means you’re gone forever.

this is a loss, this is my victory.

To add to the list of things I hate and are pissing me off, here's another one. I absolutely hate when people start liking my posts. Commenting is cool but I don't want to know who's read my posts (I DO I DO I DO) and who's tapped the little heart button to drop a like. I hate when the notifications in my notification box start piling up in huge numbers because I lose sight of my answered asks and anything more substantial and relevant.

Can someone please help me out. I want to turn off the like button on Tumblr. Is that even an option? How do you turn off likes and prohibit people from liking your posts? Hmu 😭

AN ELABORATE RANT ON LIBRAS

I don't care what anyone thinks but Libras are so fucking vain. I hate them. I live with two Libras, one is a Libra sun and the other one is a Libra moon. When I tell you they're superficial, I mean it

Dude, for fucks sake, they get on my damn nerves. They make me wanna run in the opposite direction. They're emotional toddler's, displaying zero emotional maturity. My Scorpio ass can't deal with their judgmental shallow selves. They're creepy and violate boundaries. Everything is always about them. They take zero accountability about the crap they put you through. They blame you for shit they've done wrong and when you confront them, they shut you down because they don't like having real, hard conversations. Apparently, it doesn't fit their, "Oh I'm too perfect for this world" aesthetic.

How can someone be so self-obsessed and self-absorbed to a point where they don't see the damage they're doing? I hate people who are not connected to their own selves and spend a lifetime trying to fit into someone else's idea of perfectionism. Nothing is perfect. We're all flawed. I find beauty in it. I don't like the idea of slipping everything under the rug, pretending all's good, when my life is falling apart. I don't want to put nail polish on my toes and strut around in an embellished gown when I feel like drowning in a river.

I don't understand why Libra's act the way they do. Why do they grow up as entitled stupid brats? Why does no one knock sense into them and burst their bubble? Why does no one tell them growing up they can't use people and throw them away like used tissue papers? I wonder why there's no guilt, no remorse, it's pure selfishness. You do them dirty the way they did you, and they'll come at you with cusses, crawling out of their diplomatic glittery shell. I know psychology has little to do with astrology but fuck, why are libras such narcissists?

Libra, if this is you, you need to fucking read this carefully. Running away from your problems and avoiding talking about them is not gonna help you. Learn to own your mistakes, apologize for them, don't let your pride turn you into a dickhead who runs away and hides in a cave like a coward. Stop being a judgemental asshole and let people be. Not everyone wants to fit into an aesthetic where you gotta be pretentious, vain and self-centered. Please outgrow your toxic ways and tap into your emotions you materialistic piece of shit.

Engage y'all 💕

EXCHANGE READINGS

Status : OPEN

Hii there <3 let's do an exchange, shall we? I am perfectly fine with you being an experienced reader (tarot, astrology, intuitive etc) or just someone who wants to try their intuition and practice, everyone interested is welcome! 💌 Please Reblog this post if you feel like <3

Some guidelines/Rules :

1. You can have a reading on pretty much any topic of your choice (yea, even 18+), you can pick topics from the list below or you can ask for any other question/topic of your choice except for health related, third party related, death related and celebrities' love life & ships related questions.

- Please note that if IF YOU WANT A 18+/NSFW READING YOU MUST BE 18+. MENTION YOUR AGE/BIRTH YEAR BEFORE SENDING SUCH REQUEST. And don't try to lie about your age please :) Such requests will be entertained in DMs and you cannot be an Anon for this one!

2. We can do an exchange via DMs as well as Via asks, whatever you like! Anons are allowed as well. Please use an identifier emoji so that i know it's you! If you are on anon, you will have to send me my reading first <3

3. Don't forget to send your initials/name and sun sign/big 3.

- If you're asking about your love life, write your pronouns and sexual preference/s.

- If there's another party/person involved, mention their initials as well and perhaps give a little bit of context. [Eg : if you want to know what xyz feels about you, please mention their initials and pronouns]

4. Feedback is absolutely necessary here, as it is crucially significant to me and is deeply appreciated since it allows me to see where I can improve. It doesn't have to be all good and positive. If it doesn't resonates, it doesn't. Just be honest and say it, no problem whatsoever <3

5. Lastly, I prefer you sending me my reading first so that I can keep up with the reading's length and get in touch with your energy <3

Topics to give me an exchange on :

Love/ Relationship Related -

How will I meet my Next partner?

My future/next Partner's shadow side

My future/next partner's past relationships

My relationship relationship dynamic with my next/future partner

How will my future/next partner treat me?

What does my future/next partner see me as

First impressions (mine of his and his of mine)

What does my future/next partner likes + dislikes about me

General reading on my future spouse

How am I as partner?

What fictional character does my future/next partner remind you of?

Others :

Messages from my spirit guides

Career reading

How will be my second half of 2022?

Messages from my higher self.

What is something I should work upon

My Strengths + weaknesses

Shadow work, what i need to work and reflect on?

How do people see me as?

What's coming into my life?

About Me : I'm Kas (Initials - K M ), She/Her, Scorpio Sun and I'm into men/guys i.e. He/him

We can do exchange on multiple topics :)

Please give me around a week to get back to you <3

Thankyou y'all! Stay blessed <3