After Approximately Two Hours Of Choking Up Half A Lung And Dry-heaving, I Finally Got Around To Updating

After approximately two hours of choking up half a lung and dry-heaving, I finally got around to updating my About post with all the warnings that probably should've been included to begin with, OOPS...! Please read!!

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PERSONAL

Aoi || 18+ || PST/PDT

Writer, artist, certified degenerate. Find my writing on AO3 and my art cross-posted on Twitter! ヾ(≧▽≦*)o

My fandom activeness and general engagement depend on both the time of year (read: I am trapped in collegiate hell for the foreseeable future) and my day-to-day energy levels… However, I am always more than happy to talk via Tumblr DMs or Discord!! Feel free to reach out literally whenever…!

Current status: 🗲 depressed, burnt out, unreasonably anxious 🗲

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This blog WILL have dark, 18+, pro-ship, and NSFW content in it. That being said, I obviously do not condone such problematic behavior irl. Please stay safe and interact at your own peril.

I am a chronic multi-shipper. This is a multi-fandom page!!

Currently, I am NOT reblogging anything consistently, due to various personal reasons… Also, no edits or reposts, please  (￣□￣」)

Asks (and requests) are open! Response times will just be… extremely slow and varied… ^^;

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CURRENT OBSESSIONS

Fandoms: Twisted Wonderland || Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint || Arcane || Genshin Impact || South Park

Characters: Silver || Romano || Regulus Black || Kaveh || Chongyun || Lee Gilyoung || Kyle Broflovski

Ships: MalleSil || LiliSil || Spamano || Blackcest || Bartylus || HaiKaveh || Xiaoyun || JayVik || K2 || Cryle

Tags/tropes: found family || yandere || manipulation || possessive behavior || hurt-no-comfort || dead dove: do not eat

MalleSil childhood friends AU when??

Silver never losing centuries of time… Silver’s birth family never dying… Silver being enlisted in a war before he could even walk… Silver constantly having the softness—that wretched kindness—beaten out of him… Silver sobbing silently over every innocent life he’s taken… Silver only ever knowing Malleus and Lilia at the other end of a sword, five feet apart… Silver growing number, less attached to life with each passing hour… Silver’s parents dying anyway, in an attempt to rekindle their mission’s dwindling fire… Silver eventually giving up, surrendering to the men he never wanted to oppose in the first place… Silver not once begging forgiveness nor mercy, knowing full well the weight of his filthy sins…

Silver, at age 16, dying for a cause he never believed in.

Avatar AU (*Version One...?)

As with the original series, the Fire Nation has expanded its power far beyond its borders—and then some...

Malleus is, of course, the heir to the Fire Nation throne

Lilia is his chief advisor

Sebek comes from a long line of royal guards

Silver, an orphan from the Earth Kingdom, was taken in by Lilia when he was only five

He was recovered during one of the last raids on some now-fallen city that Lilia (unbeknownst to him) was leading, unceremoniously adopted in a guilt-ridden, spur-of-the-moment decision

Only Lilia knows that he is the son of nobility

For the vast majority of their childhood, Malleus, Sebek, and Silver are raised as friends, despite their differences in social status

However, on the eve of Silver's sixteenth birthday, it is suddenly revealed that he is the Avatar (he hadn't even known he could bend!)... and everything goes downhill from there

Malleus is consumed with fear and jealousy—his grandmother has fed him countless stories about the Avatar reemerging one day to rob him of his throne, of his birthright, of the last thing connecting him to his parents... ruining the harmony that their nation has worked so hard to build

He feels betrayed, though rationally, he knows that Silver couldn't have known about it, either

(Just wait until he finds out about Silver's royal heritage...)

Unfortunately, his festering emotions ultimately win out, and he ends up banishing Silver from the palace altogether

Lilia, naturally, leaves with his son—giving Malleus yet another thing to be robbed of

This was only supposed to be a temporary ordeal... but, somehow, a hit has been ordered on Silver, and his former friends (former family) have disappeared from the Fire Nation altogether

And thus begins the search for the Avatar...

I think that someone should just. spank Malleus. in a non-sexy way

Consider… Silver, free of his narcoleptic curse at long last, being able to choose when he wishes to sleep for the first time ever. And, perhaps borne from an innocent sort of curiosity, he pulls an all-nighter. His family indulges his desire with a lighthearted chuckle, simply content that he no longer has to suffer.

But then one all-nighter becomes two.

Or three.

Or four.

Suddenly, they seldom ever see him in his room. His sheets have grown alarmingly dusty, the skin under his eyes taking on a bruise-like shade of purple. His movements are back to being just as sluggish as before.

Now, consider a Silver who never sleeps until he is physically forced to, his body on the brink of collapsing. He feels as groggy and miserable and terrible as ever—only this time, such a fate has been brought about by his own hand.

…Perhaps he’s grown addicted to pain of it all.