Just Remembering How I Was Told "you Aren't Bisexual, You Are Just A Whore" When I Was 12 After I Came

Just remembering how I was told "you aren't bisexual, you are just a whore" when I was 12 after I came out of the closet :]

Mind you, I'm an 18 year old virgin who gave her first kiss last year

Heres a video one of my favourite YouTubers made if you want to make that face for 2h

https://youtu.be/uJgwLYKRQTs?feature=shared

TW: STALKING, ASSAULT MENTION. PLEASE CLICK AWAY IF THIS MAY TRIGGER YOU. certain people when i tell them stalking isnt romantic:

anyways, jokes aside: stalking is not romantic. why do our movies love to imply that stalking people is not only acceptable but romantic?? it's the fact that people are r*ped and assaulted and harassed by stalkers every day, but it's still romanticized. stalking victims are told they should 'give them a shot.' in movies, stalkers are made to be sympathetic so you don't linger on the fact that they are acting very creepily. stalking has serious effects on the victim. trauma and more. with this being so common in popular movies and TV shows and books is it any wonder both men and women have trouble understanding what a healthy dating relationship looks like? also, dark romance. a lot of dark romance books are just straight up glorified sexual assault. where he's stalking her and grabbing at her, but he's so hot about it so it's okay. where she's clearly scared of him or doesn't want to do anything with him but he just pushes and pushes. where she states her boundaries and or tells him what he's doing isn't okay, but then suddenly she's the bad one there because he got all sad. i hate that. don't write shit like that. you cant write 300 pages of repeated sexual assault and harrassment and not pause, just for once to think, "man.. maybe this is wrong". anyways, feel free to say what kind of books/movies/shows you've come across with this exact trope of glorified stalking/sa.

Anxiety so bad everytime I see a car of the same brand as my dad's i think I Mandela effected the color of his car

If it were up to me I would only eat when my stomach starts hurting, but I'm surrounded by people who force me to eat so

The hell

I think a 16 year old and an 18 year old being together is a little weird but not like the worst thing ever, I'm not going to accuse you of being a pedo or anything like that if you are 18 and are dating a 16 year old

Why do I feel this way? I think it's mostly because in my country sophomores and seniors are pretty separated? In my country we have this thing called ESO which is from grade 7 and grade 10, and then there's bachillerato which is the last two years.

There are many schools here that don't even have Bach and only have ESO, my school does have it but they are very separated, Bach students have their own floor, our year is structured differently than ESO, we have more freedom to move around, and some of us can drink and are already working on getting our drivers license or already have it, while a 4th year eso (sophomore) can only dream of doing so. 1st Bach and 2nd Bach students can relate to each other more than a 4th ESO and a 2nd Bach could

So at least for me, is more of a difference in life stages and experiences than age gap, but like I said, I won't harass you over it or anything like that

With fiction my opinion is pretty much the same

I will get to my inbox when I have more time available, however, I have a poll for everyone to take.

If you don’t understand, this means that a 3rd/1st year relationship (JP content) or senior/sophomore relationships are frowned upon. Whereas 2nd/3rd year or junior/senior relationships are okay.

If you are neutral, click whichever lean you are most comfortable with, be it pro or anti.

Edit: if you’re comfortable, please send me or comment or reblog your opinion and the why. Some responses interest me and I want to know more.