Artofkhaos404 - Contributing To The Khaos

Crumpled up on the floor of the shower

Hope the neighbors aren't home

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Like the photographs hung up

Of tangled up bodies

On my old kitchen floor

The faces come flooding in

Soak up the reasons why

We're not that close anymore

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AND I JUST

BLACK OUT

IT'S WHAT I DO

TO SURVIVE

LIFE'S GOT TWO

YELLOW LINES

AND I FELL ASLEEP

DRIVING

Your heart screams the words

Your mouth finds their shape

"I'm not gonna die here"

The glass cuts your feet

As you walk away

The picture gets clearer

It's a house up in flames

And you built your own cage

Just so no one could hurt you

If there's nothing to lose

There's nothing to gain

That's just something you learn through.

Continuing to live for the sake of my friends, when all I want is to finally go home and see Jesus and be at peace, is the hardest thing I have to do. And I do it every single day.

So if you're on my list of people worth living for, please never doubt that I love you.

Never doubt that you're special 🖤

@foxtale-the-novisolant @betadeku @funnyartthingz

Nobody ever talks about how selfless it is to choose, over and over again, to not commit suicide. Nobody ever acknowledges the tremendous sacrifice suicidal people make every time we choose not to kill ourselves. When a person who is suffering so horribly that death seems like their best option decides not to take their one way out, and to instead remain in hell, day after day, month after month, year after year, because they don’t want to hurt the people they love, they are doing something extraordinary. Not killing yourself when it’s all you want to do is the purest act of love I can imagine. Dying for someone is easy - you don’t have to deal with any of the consequences, you have your moment of nobility and then it’s all over. But living for someone, when the simple fact of consciousness is literal torture for you? Every single suicidal person who ever made a choice to not kill themselves in a moment of misery is a goddamn hero in my eyes. Wanting to die and still surviving is an act of titanic courage and self-sacrifice. We deserve more credit for it.

Reblog if you're sick of evil and manipulative people using our Jesus to justify their violence, hate, bigoted philosophy, behavior and circuses.

Reblog if you want the wicked to get OUR KING'S name out of their mouth!!!

Praying Taylor Swift will stop making music is where alternative people and true Christians unite...

AND I'M BOTH.

God has so much more in store for you. Stop listening to the news, the government, and the TV preachers. Start listening to Him.