Guys I've Given Up On Blue Exorcist And My Happy Marriage For Now IDK WHY Im Just Not In The Mood For

guys i've given up on blue exorcist and my happy marriage for now IDK WHY im just not in the mood for those anime's rn and i fear im not into rewatching anything yet because my "to watch" list is already and its only getting longer SOOOO help me choose what to watch next: 🫶🫶🫶

IM SO SAD, the scene was so good, they made his apology weight more, the voice acting, the music... and I'm really happy about that, but that damn joke...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

I'M JUST GOING TO ACT AS IF IT DIDN'T HAPPEN

FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH

about to start blue exorcist .... wish me luck and good fortune wit this one 🤞🤞🤞

ALSSOOOOOO everyone keeps saying the fight animation is better and yes i do appreciate the choreography of the fight sequence - but it really only showed in erza's solo fight and so far the fights have been really short 😭 like what happened to taking time ???? and jumping between diff battles and the big speeches and all that???

like it took them 2 episodes to take down that dragon, which imo doesn't show they struggled that much because in previous arcs the fights definitely took wayyyyyy longer and there were wayyyy more twists and turns and difficulties for them to overcome.

plus natsu barely got any help i feel like 😭 WHERES LUCY'S FIGHTING SPIRIT OMFG 😭😭💀😭😭💀 i feel like everyone just got so much more 2 dimensional from what ive seen so far, they really forgot/disregarded/aren't showing much characterisation or any of how the characters have improved.

ALSO WHERE IS GRAYS DEMON POWERS (to my knowledge he still has them right so why hasn't he used them???) and LUCY THEY ARE SOING HER DIRTY AGAIN OMG IM SO MAD ABOUT BECAUSE SHE SLAYER SO GOD DAMN HARD FROM GMG TO ALVAREZ SO WHAT HAPPENED.

and i get the thing with her being scared of natsu flame for the first time - but it didn't feel dramatic at all??! at least in my opinion and i feel like such a hater rn and i DONT WANT TO BE I PROMISE BUT IM JUST GETTING SO MANY ICKS AND STUFF 😭😭 my girl should have improved by an insane amount and be way more confident but she's NOT DOING ANYTHINGGGGGGGGG ITS ANNOYING MEEEE SOOOO BADDLLLYYT PUT HER TO WORK PLZZZZZ FOR THE LOVE PF GOD

ALLLSSSSOOOOOOO she saw natsu turn in E.N.D and she wasn't scared then??? when he was a demon tryna kill his bestie??? like THAT was THE MOMENT THE BALU MOMENT BY FARRRRRR so to me it doesn't really make sense for her to be as scared as everyone was hyping her up to be. like people on twitter and tumblr and whatever were really hyping up this moment but it didn't make a whole lore of impact or sense because there was definitely at least that other time where natsu a flame was scary.

AND AGAIN i just didn't feel the drama of the impact. Natsu did not look as out of control or scary or intimidating or anything like that during the the fight with the water dragon compared to when he turned in to a demon.

see guys natsu saying sorry to lucy in the recent episode IS A BIG THING RIGHHTT???

like im not crazy that should've been a way bigger, more serious moment!!!! (why'd he make that weird ass joke after he's never made any joke like that before 💀😭)

and i'm pretty sure he doesn't say sorry often or even at all (he probably does and i don't remember *goldfish brain*)

BUT LIKE CMKOOOONNNN HIM BOWING AND SAYING SORRY THAAAAATTTT IS A NALU MOMENT NOT THE GROPING AND THE WEIRD JOKES PLZ GUYSSS i understand (kind of - not really) that it's funny and it's a gag in the show but ITS BEEEN YEARS PLZ GET SERIOUS A LIL BIT MORE IM DESPERATE

NALU WAS LITERALLLLYYY EVERYTHING IN THE GMH AND FINAL SEASON AND TARTAROS ARC SO WHYS IT LIKE THIS NOW CMOOOONNN WE CAN DO BETTER THAN THISSSSSS 😭😭😭💀💀

(sorry for the rant - i'm also not caught up in the manga - not a manga reader really but maybe one day - )

the fact that ciel didn't even have to do all that for the tournament because undertaker was gonna pick him either way 💀