Hi Andelulu How's Your Day Going?

Hi andelulu 🙃 how's your day going?

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hey love (omg andelulu!!!) 💗 it’s sooooo good to see you in my asks. my day’s been going fine, actually. my friend and i went to our alma mater to visit a friend and also inquired about grad school although nothing is in stone yet. then, we just hung out for a couple of hours over coffee with another friend of ours (i call him my bb boi cos he’s younger than us girlies) and caught up with each others lives!! it was really good.

now i’m just resting and waiting for dinner to be cooked. then, hopefully i’ll get back to writing chapter 3 although my bet is after dinner, i’m probably gonna call it a night ♡

how about you? how was your day or how is your day/afternoon/evening so far?

healing isn’t linear, yes, but how long do i have to keep feeling a pinch in my heart at the mention of his name, seeing his name still on top of my contacts list, feeling anxiety bubbling within me when someone mentions his name, and dreading going to places we used to go to - some i considered my safe havens - in fear of crossing paths with him? it’s really so unfair how much he altered my life forever yet to him, i was just another notch on his belt. man, i just wanna get over this dude already :( but it’s so hard when he’s someone i used to genuinely loved, cared for, and rooted for so deeply.

do you guys have any similar stories like mine? i would love to read all about it and perhaps gain some insights and advice on how to completely surrender the what ifs with a person you loved wholeheartedly.

here comes Another Hard Thoughts About Jungkook

something about his thick muscular thighs just gets me so much. i wanna grind on them with my cotton panties on so much until i make a mess underneath him all the while he’s sucking my tits and gripping my ass :// and then of course the fun doesn’t stop there and i’ll also let him rub his cock in between my folds, panties aside, and when he cums, he cums on my cunt and orders me to wear those soaked cum covered panties as i go about my day ♡

when i come home, he checks if i wore my cum covered panties and satisfied that i did, he finally fucks me the entire night, filling me every time until his cum is overflowing, seeping into the sheets we just changed. yeah. i want him bad.

bringing this back because UGH how did my brain even conjured this dream like i didn’t know i’d be so into my man leaving his mark on me as we parted ways and it’s the only thing i’m thinking about rn ♡ i’d be such a great gf ngl.

i had the best dream ever???

edit: so i don’t really remember much of how the dream began but according to it, i was in a happy relationship???? shocking???? with some faceless guy (jungkook, let’s be real) and we’re doing couple-y things and the scene that stood out the most was when the guy leaned in to hug me and buried his face into my neck and began to suck and bite my neck, giving me a hickey before we parted ways ☹ it felt so real too damn. i’m so fucking deprived man!!!! and i want that dream to be real life so bad. i want to have a hickey from my man every time we part ways as a goodbye thing :////

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dreams are insaaaane. every night theres a chance ill experience some sort of delight or horror that has the chance to color the entire next day. and it doesnt even require a monthly subscription